Hey everyone, it’s mod Kyle (formerly mod Skyler)! I made a discord channel for those with bipolar disorder, and I was hoping you would join, or at the least reblog this, so that we can gain members and create a supportive community. So if you want to join, click here! The rules are as follows:
1. You must be 13 or older to join this server
2. You must be 18 or older to view the #nsfw channel (you must have the adult role to view this channel)
3. No bigotry allowed (no transphobia, homophobia, racism, ableism, etc.)
4. Keep discourse in #discourse and nowhere else (you must have the discourse role to view this channel)
5. If you have any ideas about how to best improve this server, drop them in #suggestions
6. Please introduce yourself in introductions and make sure to include your age group (adult or minor), bipolar type (if you want to share), and pronouns! Also let me know if you want the discourse role, and if you have any triggers you need tagged!
- Mod Kyle (feel free to message me at @pandapunk or on discord at Kyle#4146 if you have any questions or concerns)
Movie studios may be able to manufacture stars, but they can’t manufacture what it takes to be a push girl. When Demi Lovato sought treatment for eating disorders and cutting, therapists also discovered she suffers from bipolar disorder. But while most starlets would attempt to cover this up, Demi has shared her troubles with the world in a very raw, honest way. And she didn’t let her problems derail the debut of her album “Unbroken” in Billboard’s top five. Maybe her next feat will be to sing a Push Girl anthem.
Tell your friend she’s got a little Demi Lovato in her. Reblog now to give her a little push.
Fuck fuck fuck. I’m so fucking manic. I didn’t realize how manic until just now. Okay so here’s what’s happened. Me and the boyfriend broke up. I swung into a full blown manic episode without realizing it. I’m spiraling. I met a guy last night at a bar. He was super hot. We connected. Lot of similar tastes. It was great. Well I got his number. Saw that we’ve already texted eachother previously. We’ll we ended up meeting again tonight. We went to a bar. I packed my spenanite bag. Well at the bar I did Molly. It didn’t kick in that much so on the way back. I took more. Well we got to his apartment and his roommate was smoking weed. So I smoked some of my weed. He also had a blunt that I hit a few times. Well now I’m really high and have my little “reality check” moments. What am I doing?
I’ve come to realize. I’m utterly alone. I have no one to fall back on when life gets hard. I only have myself to rely on. I’ve never had to do this before. And I’m envious of my family never having to experience this. Which is why it hurts me so much that they ignore me and exclude me. I’m doing everything by myself. I’m paying my own bills, working and making my own money. I have 20 days to find a place to live or I’m out on my ass. I’ve asked my family. We’ll, I asked my mom. It’s been over a week now. She’s ignored my call and texts. It just breaks my heart that she doesn’t care if I end up homeless. That hurts. None of her other kids would end up homeless. My mom takes them all in. But me? No. Nobody cares about me in that family. Besides my big sister but she has her own life going on. Hers is hectic too. I know she loves me though. She’s shown me time and again. But the rest of my family? No. None of them love me. No one will help me. I don’t know why. I don’t know what I did to not deserve their love. I used to stay alive just for them. Stop cutting, for them. I’ve now learned to live for myself. Because they don’t give a damn about me. It hurts. I cry about this alot.
I’ve just realized that I’m manic as fuck. The whole relationship with my ex was all part of my manic behavior. I didn’t even like him. I was pushing my feelings from my ex onto him. It wasn’t about him at all. In reality I didn’t like much about him at all. Then deciding to move in with him. Impulse move. I would never have made a decision like that if I was in a depressive episode. Like girl are you stupid?
Most of you might already know that I have a bipolar disorder because I’m openly talking about it here. I want to raise awareness for my mental disease and mental health in general. That’s why I’ll share some very personal thoughts now and link some stuff to read in the end. I will try to answer the following question which was asked in a research about psychological disorders:
“If you could press a button to make your mental illness go away tomorrow: would you?”
The short answer is:NO.I’ll try to explain why. The long answer is under the cut!
