#i will be skiny
I will do better
Not Me
COLLARSBONES COULD CUT DIAMONDS
this is what I want. Collarbones are hot.
I will have collarbones that cut diamonds
I will have collarbones that cut diamonds
I will have collarbones that cut diamonds
(If you struggle with an eating disorder and are in recovery please block me. I am not pro eating disorder I just have a different understanding)
777 333 222
❣️Yabs
i’m back to report that the relationship with my mom is now irrepairable and due to all this stress i gained a kg in a few days
but to share some god news i’m in the final round of the selection process of a scholarship program that would allow me to spend a yeer in the us for free the closer it gets the less i want to go actually as i wouldn’t be out of reach for my parents or any parent so just moving by myself seems more appealing but also i literally have no idea how i’d make enough money for rent
enough for now we’ll see anyway
more good news: i started pole dancing and it’s a whole lot of fun also if shit hits the fan i still could be a stripper lol the new sport actually gives me a lot of motivation to get my shit together i want to do high res (800 cals) plus a workout that burns around 550 cals and stretching every day except sunday wednesday and friday as those are already training days
i just want a slender body and hollow cheeks that’s all i want
i need to be really pragmatic about food it’s there to fuel my body not to please me duh
i did my workout which is according to the youtuber’s fitness watch burned around 800 cals so yay
i think my net cals are in the minus range
nov 01
workout: done
studying: not yet
i maintained in october completely but my mindset haven’t been this fucked up like ever
no sweets november
no eating outside the house november
no eating between meals november
working out every day november
actually losing weight november????
my goal for november is getting in the 52 range lol
gotta change layout and do cute accountability posts
