#self harm
Harming yourself will not make anything you did in the past better.
even if all you did today was put on a brave face, just know that i’m proud of you & many others are too
self-affirmation of the week
“I am worthy of love and joy.”
“and moments like today remind me that the monsters continue to live inside my head, even if they’ve been silent for too long.”
- g.d (it’s never ending)
5 years have passed and yet i still feel like i am 13 and still didn’t get out of this hole. it is my home.
i’ve tried so hard but i guess being a good person doesn’t get you anywhere.
When you tell people you self harm, and all they think is knife wrist and blood.
They don’t understand what happens behind the scenes.
They don’t realise the lengths that we go to just to hide it.
They don’t know how creative we are, when the need hits but there’s no knives around.
They don’t realise just how fucked up it actually is.
They say they want to know, yet they flinch, hesitate, show disgust,
At what is actually, the prettiest part of the whole damn show.
I’m pretty sure we contribute to the whole vampyre myth…
Hate, sorrow, grief, anxiety, fear, trauma, depression, terror, uncertainty… you’ve been there with me through it all. Why would I give you up?
just neurodivergent things: when your mom notices you’ve been pulling your hair and goes all “that’s a psychological disorder!” and you just
okay the disorder thing’s been going on for quite a while but thanks for noticing.
people should stop thinking self harm always means suicide.
I mean of course I think about giving this shit up, but I don’t think I can actually do it.
I like living in a weird twisted way, it’s more that I don’t mind being alive, I just am, and I’m dealing with all of it.
You know it’s not like I’m ready to throw it all away. I just need a way to show it’s not okay, I’m not alright, not anymore.
But that doesn’t mean i'm completely done with all of this.
And I will fight back, just not today.
Well here’s to the bonding-over-self-harm-issues pub session with Alexi Laiho (from Children Of Bodom) I’ll never have now
So I haven’t counted the days I haven’t self-harmed because I don’t remember the last day I did it, but a couple weeks ago I found my blades rusted all over after several months without seeing them and now I’ve thrown them and my lighter away
Can anyone congratulate me pls
Pedicure: wow, you really have a high tolerance for pain, don’t ya!
My self-harmer ass:
“These scars long have yearned for your tender caress”
My self-harmer ass:
