#alone in the dark
You don’t miss the person, you miss the feeling.
We pretend that we don’t care, but we care.
I get jealous because I know how replaceable I am, I’m nothing special.
You are alone.
It broke my heart but opened my eyes.
As a kid I built a house around my broke heart.
Voices in my head, telling me I’m gonna end up dead.
Never lonely I’m just lowkey.
I guess I’m stressed, I got too much weight up on my chest
I push away the people that I love the most why? I don’t want no one to know I’m vulnerable.
This music’s the only thing keepin’ the peace when I’m fallin’ to pieces.
I used to shine, now I’m all in the dark.
Last year, I felt suicidal. This year, I might do somethin’ different like talkin’ to God more.
If I Jump, living trough these songs. So you know just where to find me
And I ain’t seen a light of day since, well, that’s not important
It’s been long
Told myself it’d get better, no clue what there was next for me.
My therapist told me don’t bury my issues,
But I'ma be honest, man, I’m feelin’ great!
What is success when hope has left you?
Sat, 15 Aug 2020 23:00:04
Fri, 31 Jul 2020 12:51:07