#alone in the dark
Sean ese apoyo que un día sintieron que les faltó.
- Laninar
Never loved.
I will be fine on my own.
Sun, 07 Mar 2021 08:41:13
I am okay
Because I cared too much too.
#azrael
I would just be the rain to you
Nothing at all.
I already am.
Damaged.
Mon, 25 Oct 2021 20:36:49
I’m so fuckin alone in this fuckin world.
Mon, 16 Feb 2015 21:30:43
I died years ago.
Inside
Fri, 05 Feb 2021 08:44:13
The worst place in the world to live is Alone.
Why does every day feel like a fight to survive? “If I can just make it one more day everything will get better.” Over and over again, it’s a never ending cycle of longing to die but trying to live. I’m tired of it now. I just want to turn off my brain to end the pain.
Kurtyna nagle opadła…
Niespodziewanie muszę zacząć nową scenę
Tym razem bez nikogo.
Kolejny raz tańczę solo,
Niestety nie w teatrze, a w życiu…
Heaven only knows when I’m in hell.
I’ve always been on my own, so if you leave that’s some regular shit.
I overthinking, overlove, overfeel and overstress.
You don’t miss the person, you miss the feeling.
We pretend that we don’t care, but we care.
I get jealous because I know how replaceable I am, I’m nothing special.
You are alone.
It broke my heart but opened my eyes.
As a kid I built a house around my broke heart.
Voices in my head, telling me I’m gonna end up dead.
Never lonely I’m just lowkey.
I guess I’m stressed, I got too much weight up on my chest
I push away the people that I love the most why? I don’t want no one to know I’m vulnerable.
This music’s the only thing keepin’ the peace when I’m fallin’ to pieces.
I used to shine, now I’m all in the dark.
Last year, I felt suicidal. This year, I might do somethin’ different like talkin’ to God more.
If I Jump, living trough these songs. So you know just where to find me
And I ain’t seen a light of day since, well, that’s not important
It’s been long
Told myself it’d get better, no clue what there was next for me.
Sat, 15 Aug 2020 23:00:04