#healing from abuse
It feels like I have to protect my inner child by keeping her from running into the arms of people who aren’t safe
9/13/2020
2/8/2020
2/8/2020
1/20/2020
1/18/2020
1/14/2020
1/14/2020
1/1/2020
1/1/2020
12/30/19
This describes so perfectly what my ex narcissist did to me, using all the intimate details if my life I had shared with them against me as ammunition for the smear campaign right from the very beginning when I was still completely unaware of what was happening. Assassinating my character behind my back while somehow taking ownership of all my good qualities, adding them to his fake facade. And how people I thought were life long friends turned their backs on me.
I needed to see this again to remind myself of what really happened. My memory gets fuzzy and sometimes confused about the reality of the situation because it was so traumatizing I think. But I need to always remember.
The importance of zero contact with abusers, so the healing can finally begin
Trust behavior. Not apologies
9/10/19
9/10/19
I know I was
This describes so perfectly what my ex narcissist did to me, using all the intimate details if my life I had shared with them against me as ammunition for the smear campaign right from the very beginning when I was still completely unaware of what was happening. Assassinating my character behind my back while somehow taking ownership of all my good qualities, adding them to his fake facade. And how people I thought were life long friends turned their backs on me.
My ex narcisist always tried to convince me all my intuitions were wrong
This so poetically describes my hardest door slams
Not really still clapping
Know the difference in how you’re talked to and how you’re treated. Look out for the red flags