I usually don’t want to do things like this because I’m irrelevant but I’m just so tired of being invalidated and attacked for just existing and Im already having a hard time with my homophobic parents and the countless times I’ve been almost thrown out from home and having to stop seeing my therapist because of money and I’m just so tired of acting all “"strong”“ but I’m not strong and I’m gonna admit that everytime I try to reply I just can’t, I haven’t been able to officially come out because I’m just so afraid of things like this happening and it’s happening, my biggest fear is happening. I try to defend myself but I just can’t because I just fall into a panic attack again and again each one worse than the last and I don’t know how to pick myself up from this. How can a community that’s supposed to make me feel safe, make me even more scared of who I am? Im already alone in my real life surrounded with nothing but negativity and being unaccepted and even here? In what I used to call my safe place?
| “A proud bisexual, Anitta often suffers from pressure from inside and outside the LGBTQI + community …” People will say ‘You are not bisexual, you only date boys’. I don’t think that means I am not. “ -Gay Times.
Today we presented in class and the only out and proud gay boy in my small private catholic school went to the front with his group and one of his other group members stood next to him so he turned to them and said “can you go over there? i don’t like to stand next to heterosexuals” and i can’t stop thinking about it
Since the “Don’t Say Gay” bill was passed today, I think it’s time for some Malicious Compliance. From what I might wrongfully understand, this bill is vague enough that heterosexual topics can be reported as well. If no one is punished for heterosexual talk, but are punished for talking about queer things, then that sets up a discrimination lawsuit.
