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i just want to be thin

hi everyone, i decided i’m actually going to try to recover this time. i’ve started treatment and i actually feel motivated to get better!

if you’re seeing this, please take it as a sign to recover!!!! you deserve it!!!

Day 18

What food is your weakness?

I’m not sure, probably brownies or like anything potatoes.

Thinspo

Day 17

Do you have an eating disorder?

Yes, I am bulimxc

Day 16

When did you first decide to loose weight?

Pretty much as long as I can remember I was never happy with my body, always thought I needed to loose weight, but about ~3 years ago I had consciously decided to diet and try to loose weight.

Day 15

Are you vegan or vegetarian?

Yes, I’ve been vegan for 4 years and vegetarian for about 3 before that.

I feel like a failure why can’t I loose weight fast enough

Day 4

Breakfast: iced latte with almond milk (75 cal)

Lunch: iced latte with almond milk (75 cal), homemade avocado brownie (120 cal)

Dinner: roasted broccoli w/ toppings (304 cal), vegan corn bread (100 cal)

Snacks: iced latte with almond milk (67 cal), ½ fiber one brownie (35 cal), some mocha cookie crumble frapp with coconut milk (43 cal)

Total: 819

Exersise: -426 cal

Net total:

394 cal

I feel so bad, I was on the edge of binging and I ate stuff I wish I didn’t, hopefully tomorrow will be better. I had to exersise so much to burn off the extra calories. I would really appreciate some meanspo right now, feel free to send me some!

Day 13

Are you loosing weight in a healthy way?

Err um, no. I eat healthy foods but sometimes I fall into a little bit of b/r cycle and i also tend to pur9e meals that make me feel too full.

Day 3

Breakfast: part of a plain almond milk latte (20 cal)

Lunch: sparkling ice, peach nectarine flavor (5 cal)

Dinner: nothing

Snacks: a little bit of guava white tea unsweetened (26 cal), 4 pieces of gum (20 cal)

Water intake: 48 fl oz

Total: 70 cal

Exersise: -218 cal

Net total:

-148 cal

Today went well, I do wish I could’ve drank more water but I wasn’t feeling it, although I will probably have a glass or two before bed. I could’ve eaten a cake pop today though and I didn’t so that felt great. Have a great day everyone! :)

Day 12

I don’t have a super consistent diet but it usually looks something like this:

Breakfast: nothing

Lunch: some type of coffee, usually an almond milk latte

Dinner: some vegetable entree, my family doesn’t eat meat and maybe brown rice or quinoa

Snacks: some fruit, probably peanut butter, tea, and maybe some healthy sweet thing (like fibre one or homemade)

Overall it’s okay but some days I loose control and have like pizza or cookies or something

Day 2

Breakfast: iced almond milk latte (60 cal)

Lunch: large iced almond milk latte (83 cal), 4 multigrain pita chips (55 cal)

Dinner: Mediterranean spaghetti squash dish (120 cal) cooked black beans, ¼ cup (60 cal)

Snacks: 17 grapes (57 cal), 11 raspberries (11 cal), 1.5 teaspoon natural peanut butter (50 cal), ½ fibre one brownie (45 cal)

Total: 541 cal

Exersise: -285 cal

Net Total:

256 cal

Water intake: 64 fl oz

Overall today was good, I feel like I could’ve gone without the peanut butter but it’s so freaking good. Not much else to say, I’ll keep you guys posted!

Day 11

I don’t have a favorite thinspo blog but I like mine!

Day 10

The hardest things I’ve had to give up:

• Cheezzze
• Eating out with friends
• Eating all the bad food on holidays
• Drinking sugary drinks like Frappuccinos (I was never a soda person)
• Being honest with my parents :(