My mental health is declining so I might as well

Daily log -06/07/21

Breakfast: 1 cup of watermelon

Lunch: grilled flounder fillet

Dinner:skipped

Snack: 1 cup of blackberries

Water track: 3 glasses

Total calories: 297

Male thinspo because I can.

Why does drinking cold water on an empty stomach feel so good ?

Tag yourself, I am the trash in the background

Lmao I just remembered the password of my account 2 days ago and I’m already knees deep into thinspos upsieee

I’m back and you best believe I will fast.

There is not a single photo of me in a swimsuit ever since I was 11… ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

This outfit and this weight please !

Sorry I’ve been gone for so long, I’ve been having a tough time recently but, I’m back now lol and I’ll be back to posting as normal

Yesterday I ended up consuming a “normal” amount of calories and, same with today and I feel so awful yay so I’m gonna try to fast for 45 and half hours (very specific ik lmao) or more before I go to my dads and, I’m going to try to stay in my cal limit at my dads all week even though it’s really hard but, I lost 4.9 pounds this week (probably just water weight) and I’m planning to keep it off I don’t want it back Lmaoo and on another note my friend keeps unintentionally triggering me because, she has an ED and she’s trying to recover but, she keeps calling herself fat and, talking about weight gain and, weight loss and, restriction and, all that which makes me really insecure cause if she thinks she’s fat I’m a fucking whale compared to her so, I feel shitty lol.

cw: 116lbs weight left to lose: 16lbs

yesterday and the day before i was supposed to be fasting and still ate so i’m gonna try my best not to eat at all until i go back to my dads

my mom bought a bunch of junk food but she also bought a bunch of safe foods and that really made me realize its up to me if i want to be skinny or not

hi everyone, i decided i’m actually going to try to recover this time. i’ve started treatment and i actually feel motivated to get better!

if you’re seeing this, please take it as a sign to recover!!!! you deserve it!!!