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I was thinking of a word;
it sat on the tip of my tongue and yet I refused to share it.
Refused to let it fall out of my mouth like
semi melted butter would slide across bread…
A kind of gliding that I am not yet good at.
I was thinking a thought.
A thought that quickly made me feel something warm.
I could feel it hot against my skin; red scattering across my cheeks
like a mask that I had no choice but to wear.
You didn’t notice. Wrapped up in your own thoughts, I’m sure.
Like the way you wrap your fingers around a glass of whiskey; tight.
I had started to write about the word.
The word that we both held in the caverns of our throats; in the dark.
Shadowed against burning fires that were extravagant but didn’t keep us warm enough.
The word tried to keep us warm.
The word created actions that we couldn’t help but act out;
jumping into rivers without thinking twice about drowning.
I think the word made us love each other.
There are so many things that happen due to this one little word.
This one word that we can’t help but fall into.
This one word that we feel belongs in our everyday blood stream.
I whisper the word under my breath just barely and wonder if you hear it;
wonder if you heard it, if you would react…
Would you reach out and try to hold something real?
Peel back the layers that I’ve held deep under the surfaces of flesh and bone?
I wonder what an utterance of the word would bring into existence…
Would it bring about love? Hatred? Anger? Denial? Sadness?
I close my eyes tight and I whisper into the room full of echos;
into the chambers of the life we live…
Disguised.
Did you hear me?
Not my brain giving me the urge to write but Not telling me which document to open in order to fulfill The Urge
If anyone does the instagramming, I’m thinking of reviving my writing account over there
Username morganfairewrites if you’re interested
Started writing a short story earlier and the first few paragraphs feel SO MUCH like the opening paragraphs of a d&d//other tabletop RPG campaign…and I realised that I don’t care?! Let whoever reads it assign these characters with classes and races! Let them make full blown character sheets for these little figments of my imagination!
I know I would if I was the reader.
THE VALE KNIGHT;
BASICS: Sir Harlas Varicsen, Thirty-Eight, He/Him
TRAITS:Paladin of the Vale Knights, Adviser to the Northern Vale, Mentor of the Champion
STRENGTHS: Knowledgeable and Influential
WEAKNESSES: Tradition and Dismissive
EXTRA: The Vale Knights are the only humans who still know True Speak, although it is learned rather than inherent and limited
FIRST IN TEXT INTRODUCTION;
The first time Connor had stepped foot in the Valelands, his mentor, Harlas had been there to greet him. Safety was what the man had given him when he was younger, with his neat beard, large hands and gruff assurance; the only adult in Connor’s life who had ever looked at him like he was meant for something.
It was Harlas who greeted Connor whenever he awoke in a cold sweat, nightmare fresh in his mind. It was the echo of Harlas’s voice that threatened to pull him under.
Your quest is complete, Champion. Well done. He would say, and Connor would lose all air because he knew what was going to happen next, had lived through it time and time again in his dreams. He knew the reward a Champion recieved for completing their quest.
Let us take you home.
They had never lied to him, Connor supposed. But they had known– they should have known– that after everything, how could home be somewhere they were not?
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—W. S. Merwin, from Separation
I dress your name as if a wound, with the delicacy of someone who knows how much it can hurt to move. I whisper it with caution, as if there is no more room in my throat except for that of air. Ocean Vuong said freedom is nothing but the distance between a hunter and its prey, and with each broken step I’m learning that love does nothing but eat, and tear at these threads
—Valerio Magrelli, from I Love Uncertain Guestures
—Quyên Nguyễn-Hoàng, from Poet Statement
—Juan Felipe Herrara, from Exile Boulevard
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Warren Cougar has always been passionate about outer space and the beings that supposedly live far beyond the realm of his knowledge. He works for an organization that deals with the possibility of the otherworldly, after all.
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The dramatic collision of Orthrive’poliea’s vehicle with a nearby lake upends Warren Cougar’s life more than he ever expected. Along with conspiracies, intergalactic war, and waking up two centuries in the future, he has to survive a hostile alien army and a semi-omnipotent sentient darkness doing everything in their power to destroy Earth and the rest of the Milky Way—and Thrive’s native galaxy, Andromeda. Navigating their way through seemingly endless battle after seemingly endless battle, Warren and Thrive also find they must navigate themselves as well as their growing relationship with each other.
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“I don’t think change is such a bad thing. We grow up, we learn new things, we experience new feelings, and we change. That’s just part of life, change is good and change is needed.”
“Always search for both the good and bad in people. Because if you’re only looking for the bad qualities within someone, that’s all you’ll ever see in them.”
“I guess I’m not really over you if I still search for you within other guys.”
“The eyes follow the heart. In other words, though you might not realize it, the person your eyes so effortlessly find and admire in a crowded room, is the person that has your heart.”
Hero x Villain prompts
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These can be taken as both platonic and romantic!!
1. Villain realizes that Hero’s superior had been abusing them, and decides to take matters into their own hands
2. Whatever tf Doctor Doofenshmirtz and Perry the Platypus had going on
3. Villain aims a gun at Hero and fires. Hero flinched, only to realize that Villain shot the other villain about to strike them from behind.
4. Hero has Villain on knifepoint, but stabs the blade into the wall beside Villain’s head instead.
5. Villain sneaks extra food to Hero’s cell when they were being held captive in the main villain’s lair
6. Villain had once saved Hero’s life when they were kids but has no recollection of it, while Hero immediately recognized Villain as their childhood savior.
7. Hero and Villain runs into each other during a normal day while grocery shopping, and both aren’t sure what to do, because are we supposed to fight?? But it’s our day off and we’re not in a mission tho?? But that’s my enemy right there, I can’t just stand here and do nothing?? But if I attack first it’ll seem rude-
8. Hero and Villain being ex-childhood friends
9. Even worse better, EX-LOVERS
10. Villain helping Hero escape from the evil lair, but then getting punished and tortured by the main villain for it.
11. Grumpy Hero and sunshine Villain. That’s it.
12. It’s always badass female hero x morally gray male villain WHERE TF IS OUR SOFT MALE HERO X MORALLY GRAY HOT LADY VILLAIN
13. Or just make them the same gender and let the gays win
14. Or just yeet gender and make them non-binary that works too
15. Hero and Villain looking so so similar that people always mistake them as siblings, which enrages them both
16. “I am NOT related to this idiot-“ // “WELL AT LEAST I DIDN’T TRY TO DESTROY A WHOLE CITY”
17. “…and that’s how my mom abandoned me and I ended up in the evil side.” // “Ight screw prison, I’m taking you to therapy. I got the bills covered dw.”
18. Villain burning Hero’s home like their boss ordered them to, but then changing their mind and dragging an unconscious Hero out of the burning house at the last minute while cursing to themselves
19. “You shouldn’t have helped me.” // “Oh, so you want me to throw you into your burning house again, you ungrateful bish??”
20. Villain sacrificing their life to help Hero survive and escape, but Hero never knew about it because they weren’t there and nobody had the heart to tell them
21. Hero and Villain having the same religion and somehow going to the same church/temple/mosque, therefore always meeting there and it takes every ounce of their self control to not start a brawl in their praying spot
22.But they fought once anyway and they were permanently banned
23. Hero and Villain bonding over a common favorite animal
24. But the fighting again a second later over who’s gonna adopt the animal
25. “What do you MEAN you wanna adopt this cat- you’re too busy protecting the city and shiz, you won’t have time for it!” // “Well at least I don’t rob banks for a living-” // “WELL AT LEAST I CAN BE USEFUL AND ROB SOME CAT FOOD FOR IT AND BE A GOOD PARENT”
The biggest cliches are actually the least cliche since everyone avoids them like the plague.
Have an idea for your story but it’s too cliche? Nothing is too cliche. Things are cliche because people can’t get enough of that shit. Go and make that bitch the hugest cliche anyone has ever fucking seen and I will fully endorse it.
“he raises his voice
higher than he would his hands
and for that I guess
I should be
grateful”
- d.c.
“the girl with the hummingbird heart
is me.
it sounds like a beautiful companionship,
but it’s not.
there are no flowers in my chest;
their necks were snapped in The Trampling
by the muddy, spike-clad soles of
disingenuous relations past.
their decapitated heads have long since
decayed into the soil
that now fills my organs with
dirt and death.
nothing grows anymore—
there’s not enough air.
they took that with them too,
but they left this
poor,
silly little bird
whose wings are too strong
for me to break.”
—a metaphor of my anxiety
- d.c.
“I feel as though I am a collection of people who never existed, but wanted to, each at odds with the other over matters of meaning and life pursuit, each clamoring for my undivided attention.” - d.c.
“i am overcome with
the feeling
that i am failing
at something
somewhere
in a very vague
and abstract
but terrifying and
convincing
kind of way;
i mourn not for what i have known
and lost
bur for that
which is lost
on me”
- d.c.