#wlw yearning

we fell in love because of our differences,

we believed in opposites attract.

but now it feels like two worlds colliding,

and i dont know if we can handle the shake.

how can i not be in love with you when your presence alone can light up my whole mood? how can i not be in love with you when you treat me better than anyone ever could? how can i not be in love when your simple laugh makes my knees weak and brain dizzy? how can i not be in love with you when you saved my life? i must be really stupid if i ever fall out of love with you. the only time i’ll ever stop being in love with you is the day i die.

im too in love with you to be doing things that can hurt our relationship. im so in love with you that i can’t even think about anyone else. im always craving your presence and everyone else just seems so boring.

you make me want to do all the right things. im losing interest talking to other people or be in places you’re not around. i find staying up late boring since you sleep early. i constantly wonder what you’re doing or who you’re with. is this what its like to be in love?

dismissive attachment style.

I’m broken. Not broken as in wanting someone to come and fix me. I’m broken because I believe there’s nothing wrong with me yet I’m hurting the people around me. I’m broken because I choose to let go of people when things get too rocky. I’m broken because walking away is more appealing to me than solving issues. I truly cannot accept the fact that someone loves me so much they want to be with me forever. I cannot believe someone will actually fight for me. It does not make sense in my head and I don’t know when I’ll finally open up to you. My friend told me that maybe sometimes I picked fights with you to see if you truly care about me. Sometimes I wonder if this relationship is even worth changing myself for. But you really are someone I do not want to let go of. You are someone I do not want to walk away from. You are someone I see myself opening up to.

lets take our time exploring each other a bit more, as we got all the time in the world to spend together. even if i die tomorrow, im grateful that i can spend my last seconds being yours and only yours. you’re my safe haven, my comfort zone and my shoulder to lean on. i hope you feel the same way about me too.

i know its painful when someone you thought will be your forever just turns out to be another heartbreak. its hard to let go of someone who made you feel safe and needed. maybe you’ll even promise that you will never love another again.

but you will be okay. you will pick yourself up once more, like you always have. you’ll learn to let go and continue your own path.

i hope you’re able to see the love around you again.

you told me how much you like me but i still find it difficult to believe you. im trying not to doubt your intentions but my mind still play tricks on me. you’re so kind to me but sometimes i want to push you away because im afraid. i never had anyone treat me the way you do. i never felt safer with anyone but you. can you please be gentle with me?

i like spending time alone. i dont mind not having anyone to call after a long day. i dont get sad after watching romantic movies and wishing i was the main character. i dont crave for love but for once, i think it’d be nice knowing someone will always be there for me. its a nice feeling to have someone constantly cheering for you. love may not be the most important thing in life but i’d be very lucky to have it.

cant eat, cant sleep, my mind is only filled with the thoughts of you. i like you so much that im forgetting how to take care of myself.

you were the main character in my story

i felt like the happiest girl in the world for a month

but turns out our romance ends in chapter nineteen

and soon you disappeared from my life

i didnt fall in love with her because she was pretty, though she was beautiful.

i fell in love with her because of the way she made me feel. it caught me off guard and never have i imagined you’d be the girl i would fall for.

and i never thought you’d fell for me too.

i fell in love with her because she made me fell in love with myself as well.

and i think thats the beauty of love.

why do we even bother playing games? what if i dont want to act cold towards you in hopes of you noticing me? can i just be obvious with my feelings? im so tired of games.

i wonder why i have to look away when you glance at me. i wonder why i have to pretend to be unbothered when we accidentally touch. i wonder why i have to act like i dont care about you even when you’re the only person i want to protect forever.

i thought love doesnt have to be complicated?

i know i should not have fallen in love with you. we will never be together and that your heart belongs to someone else.

but what am i suppose to do when words are stuck in the back of my throat every time you smile at me? what am i suppose to do when my breathing stops whenever you lean in close to me? what am i suppose to do when i feel lightheaded every time you say my name?

and the worst part is that you dont even like girls. you hold so much power over me without even knowing it.

So, do any of you lovely people want to watch ‘A Secret Love’ with me on Netflix Party? 

I’m craving deep connection and attention and just everything

Summer is approaching and all I want is just romance

~Dear just know once We fall in love there will be nobody else coming in between you and I~ <3

Affirmation

I will be that bad bitch and if someone tries me they chose the right one today!

IIIIIIII watchhhhhh the moooooooon let it run my MOOOOODDDD CANT STOP THINKING OFFFFFFFF YOUUUUUUUUU

Thinking about the time that this girl legit grabbed my hand told me to be a pretty girl and be quiet and I was like oop

Gosh I’m so touched starved AHHHHHHHHHHHH I want hugs and kisses and snuggles and everything

Not to be a sl*t or anything but like do you wanna hold hands and like tell each other how much we mean to each other

Yeah I am a dumbass but like Can I be your dumbass

I completely understand if you would like to unfollow after that

Hello everyone I’ve been meaning to address this I know I don’t need to explain myself or anyone about my sexuality but I feel the need to. so lately I’ve been questioning myself all over again.. I like men and women I think or everyone idk honestly i don’t feel attraction towards many people but like if I love someone I love them with every bit of everything in me idk how to explain my mind is weird lmao but this account will be sapphic bc I still consider myself in the sapphic community because we can all agree women are the best but just felt like I needed to address that

Anyways ye so like ye have a good one no hate please and thank you

Y’all ever look at buff women and go but respectfully

Spring is here and I just wanna dress up in cute dresses and outfits for someone

Oh to be curled up and spooning with a pretty girl and hearing the birds chirp in the morning talk about what we should do for the day <3

kiboou:

https://www.instagram.com/p/CaZvnQchON_/

Yalllll first the possum now thinking about these babies

MY POSSUM CAME IN TODAY BRO IM SO HAPPY

YALLL TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY TO BE EXTREMELY GAY

all my life, i wanted to live somewhere beautiful. now, i realise that as long as i live with my girlfriend, wherever i live will be beautiful

tell me if this is just a me thing or whatever, but my go-to gift is and will always be food.

imagine knowing your partner so well that you know exactly how to make their favorite dish? you know how spicy their chili has to be for them to enjoy it, or you know that they like a little bit of instant espresso in their chocolate cake? And then you set them down and watch them take that first bite, and you see how their eyes light up as they realize that you remembered something they thought was so unimportant, but not to you.

i know i’ve made posts about making food for or eating food with your girlfriend before, but that’s because food is one of those things that is universally used and can still be very personal❤️

bonthebun:

casual intimacy and touch? zoo wee mama.

holding my hand while we’re out with friends? oh man…

kissing my cheek before you leave? god tier.

i want to treasure that everyday intimacy and love.