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Why can I see all my ribs, have a thigh gap, my hip bones stick out, I have no boobs, no ass, but my stomach is massive like someone please tell me what I’m doing wrong

Ribs

I wanted this so badly, every bite less, every second of exercise made me feel good.

I wanted them to see my ribs and that they thought it was easy for me to be thin, that everyone would stare at me and smile at me because I was pretty.

But when they look at my ribs, they feel terrified, they beg me to eat, I made my siblings cry, they thought I was going to die.

This isn´t the kind of care I expected.

I’m pretty, I’m depressed

5 things that nobody tells you about ed

  1. At first everyone encouraged your weight loss, now they look horrified as you weigh even grapes.
  2. You know you’re destroying your body and you feel good about it?
  3. You’re never in control, it’s food what controls you.
  4. What’s the point of looking good if you don’t even have the energy to get up because you’ve only eaten half an apple?
  5. You never get to feel happy because a small part of you knows that you’re wrong. The scale will say what it wants, but your mind will never agree.

I know having an ed isn’t something to be proud of.

Too much of everything becomes unhealthy, it includes stop eating.

Staysafe

I work at a gas station please tell me why I’m having do read about eating disorder for training… I feel targeted..

I work at a gas station please tell me why I’m having do read about eating disorder for training… I feel targeted..

Please tell me how fat I am so I can use this as motivation..

!!!!ED TUMBLR!!!

⚠️⚠️WE HAVE A CREEP ALERT!!!⚠️⚠️

Block and report them immediately!!

We do not need this we already have enough problems as it is.

PLEASE HEART AND REPOST TO SPREAD AWARENESS

Stay safe♡♡

The urge to get down to 160lbs is killing me even if it isn’t as low as I want to be. It is my next goal and I’m so close. I NEED to lose this weight.

Had a bad binge day yesterday so I’m going to do a liquid fast today to try and get back on track!

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cureofwellness:

✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

first meal of the day is rice cakes with cream cheese , and a granola bar

Corn cakes are sO mUch better then fucking rice cakes yall

Also even a few cal less per piece

Lmao tmi but I’ve had a really bad depressive episode over the past couple months and haven’t been taking care of myself properly and now I’ve got a huge cavity which means I have to avoid suagary foods until I can get it sorted by a dentist…. my depression really pulled through to help out my ed

Seriously tho pls take care of yourself and brush your teeth, hygiene is very important!!! <3

Not my parents being so “concerned” about my weight and telling me I need to eat more, only to then shame me for eating a biscuit. Thanks, I hate it here

I’ve gained so much weight these past couple months cause my parents have been forcing me to eat and threatened to weigh me and stuff, and now my mum has just come up to me and said “I forgot to tell you but I’ve lost 4 and a half pounds this week on my new diet ” … I- I AM ACTUALLY ABOUT TO UNALIVE WHAT THE FUCKETY FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MOTHER

wastedvessal:

I wish my weight would act like my grades. Get lowered.

lovelygreentea:

living with a family that makes comments when you eat but also makes comments when you don’t eat is a very challenging situation to be in

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