#ed inspo
Just got home after I was admitted to a unit…
Damn.. I gained 5kg.
How hard does it for someone to understand that ED is not just plain and simple as * GO… EAT!“ I will solemnly agree if you can heal a cancer patient with one session of chemotherapy!! This is so annoying! I’m so tired of this explanation cycle! God d*mn it!!
My anxiety level is so high at the moment, my mum cooked some fried rice and egg with tomatoes. I gave her the illusion that I will finish my food.. THEN… My ED be like: “ NEVER AGAIN… YOU’LL NEVER GAIN AGAIN… GOT THAT?
FACT:
NEVER… Yes N-E-V-E-R rely to someone or somebody on the progress that you want to achieve.. Most of the people I know in this community are either Pervert Ana Coach or playing cool ana coach low-key pervert acting like there’s no malice in their system but they are actually after for your body checks while you on the other hand don’t see it in a negative way without even realizing these bastards urge to jerk off..
Mum: What did you have for dinner?
Me: Pasta Alfredo with bread
The Pasta Alfredo with Bread:
(Plain black coffee no sugar as usual. ♀️♀️)