#i want to be skinny

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Daily log -10/07/21


Breakfast: 40 grams of low-fat cheese

Lunch:skipped

Dinner: fasting (for 16 hours, started at 4PM)

Water track: 6 glasses

Exercise: walking (around 10,006 steps)


Total calories:127

Burned:535

Hey guys I made a new blog called NokiaWrites, where i write fanfics instead of eating, please request stories so I have a reason not to eat

Having depression and ed fucking sucks like, “ill be happy when im skinnier”, but then its like “will I?” or even when ever i “over eat” (a simple 600 cal meal) because im feeling really sad and trying to cope i feel like a fat shit and like im never going to reach my goal weight and then i fall into another depressive state.

I’m not a fan of carrots juice, but when ever i’m overly hungry I will buy two big bottles of organic carrot juice and force myself to slowly drink both instead of eating, and by the time i’m finished i feel like shit but at least it helps with acne and i am no longer hungry

i want to lose as many pounds as possible, literally pls drop your diets, work out vids, like fr anything will help, im stressed because i realized im still fat even with my waist clincher, honestly if yall recommend any pills drop, pls

guys im planning on becoming emancipated but im so scared, it feels like everything around me is collapsing. im trying to escape an abusive home but i feel bad for wanting to leave my abuser, even after years of manipulation.

I know for a fact that I haven’t ate anything today but I still feel so guilty and have a fear that I ate something with out realizing it.

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