Can I ask someone who’s been to residential a question?

I’m being admitted to residential tommorow morning and I want to know more about the admission process, what’s it like? Is there a strip search? How closely do they check your bags?

I CAN DO HARD THINGS.

Life is hard, but I’m strong.

I’M THE KIND OF THING YOU THROW ROCKS AT

NOT THE KIND OF THING YOU LOVE

MY BLOOD IS ON MY OWN HANDS

WHAT HAVE I DONE NOW

just tell me what you want and i’ll be it!!

paravie:

Me: *hears something weird*

Me: omg Did you hear that??

Person in room: Hear what?

Me: *remembers I hallucinate*

Me:…

Me: Never mind

traumalion:

((overbearing & misinformed nuerotypical voice )) “So like, multiple personalities?! What are they like?? Can you control them?? *gasp* can I meet them?!”

((smug nuerotypical voice)) “sweety,, CrA zy people don’t knoooow that they’re crazy sily goose”

((Obnoxious edgelord nuerotypical voice)) “I’M SOOOOOO PSYCHO TOO XD NORMAL PEOPLE SCARE ME”

((overbearing & condescending nuerotypical voice)) “Oh… :( you must be so troubled… poor thing… the Monsters Within. .. so haunted… you brave soul…. …”

((rude & arrogant knowitall nuerotypical voice)) “Well that explains _____”

((invasive & rude nuerotypical voice)) “Have you ever been to jail/a psych ward/etc?”

((scared & misinformed nuerotypical voice)) “Uh… are you… on medication? Are you, you know… stable?”

[id: a set of three nearly identical images of a pink hand holding a pink heart, over a pastel purple-to-pink gradient background. they are drawn in a simple, slightly pixellated style. each one has pixellated pink text that reads, “psychotic people deserve love,” “psychotic people deserve comfort,” and “psychotic people deserve safety,” in that order. end id.]

made these because i felt down, this cheered me up <3 i am not very good with words but i hope these might cheer up some other psychotic people too ^^

suportal:

With every social media network rolling out new options for reporting mental health concerns, it’s worth taking the time to listen to people when they say that getting notifications asking if they’re okay from an automated system is not helpful. Instead it makes many people more paranoid about what they post, and takes away from their ability to use social media as a safe space to share their struggles with others. Instead of drive-by reporting, if you see something that concerns you try reaching out to the poster! Even if you still think it would be best to report them, shooting them a heads up that you’re doing so, goes a long way to ensuring that our online communities stay safe for everyone!  

I work hard to keep things lighthearted on my blog so I apologize for the brief serious post, this is just really important to me. Having had my paranoia triggered when a few of my memes were reported, it caused me to leave a few social media platforms and I think this is a suggestion that would have helped mediate a lot of the pain I went through.

Okay brief rant over

People with auditory hallucinations are not your new interest or so fun to write or a writing challenge or so interesting and scary - we’re people. If you’re going to write a character with auditory hallucinations do it with research and respect and check with yourself - is this ableist or fetishistic? hell, i as one schizoaffective person would be ok with answering questions about it if it meant less accidental ableist writing. and if you think people with auditory hallucinations are scary please do your research. we’re scared more than anything else

I really feel for psychotic people and people with ppd in online schooling where they’re not allowed to turn their cameras off. You’re not a bad person for having paranoia triggered. I hope you get listened to and accommodated soon

Ok I’m gonna explain this feeling I get the best I can and idk just lemme know if there’s a name for it.

It’s like I’m manic but I also can’t move I’ll be
disoriented and half out of it and my mind will be racing and I just need to do something but don’t know what and can’t even really do much.
Usually I end up having a “fit” I’ll kick and flail and punch things and myself as I’m curled up on the bed or something. Sometimes it’s more “quiet” and I’ll just curl up in a ball gripping my head while shaking. Sometimes I’ll have increased paranoia.
I’ll feel like I’m coming out of my own skin and nothing will feel right and everything is always uncomfortable . I can’t put a mood to it because it IS a mood but a mood I can’t describe.
It’s different than a mixed state too btw because I get that too sometimes.
It’s worse if I forget to take my mood stabilizers btw.
This was a daily event before I started taking them.

What is this??? Does anyone else get this??
I’m tagging everything I know I have, I probably forgot something but idk