verpasstzuleben:

I’m going numb again.. I don’t want to but it feels like home..

Why haven’t you killed yourself yet?

Reblog if you would end your life in a heart beat if it didn’t affect anyone negatively

“You’re always allowed to heal, always.”

- g.d.

“And I hope that the love you’re searching for feels like the first ray of sun hitting your face.”

- g.d (the sun)

“If you drown, allow yourself to feel the depth of the ocean. And then resurface when you know that’s the deepest you can ever go. And promise to never to go beyond that.”

- g.d (but it’s okay if you do)

“I want to love you between my sheets, baby. Shower you with kisses and leave marks where nobody can see them. I want to be the one that makes you see the stars and the moon. Be the one who knows what you like and how you like it. The one who knows what makes you smile like that.Be the one you seek out at night for more than just a hug. I want to be more and be forever. I want to be yours baby, forever and ever. I want to be the one you love between the sheets.”

- g.d (sheets)

“I hope to love with the same abundance I choose to read. Endlessly and wildly.”

- g.d

“and moments like today remind me that the monsters continue to live inside my head, even if they’ve been silent for too long.”

- g.d (it’s never ending)

Bojack is, like, way too accurate sometimes.

- The Way I See Things (Lil Peep)

From my Instagram edit account @i.e.saudade

2019 update:

Still sad.

“There ain’t nothing good that don’t got real bad waiting to follow it.”

The Knife of Never Letting Go - Patrick Ness

-via posttoxic

Now I am an empty tank

But you won’t light a match for me

I wrote this ages ago, before I knew the real you.