I made a goal to myself that when I weighted 150lbs that I was finally going to allow myself to post on Instagram again. I weighted myself this morning and I’m at 148lbs. I took a good look at myself and now I’m going to wait till I weigh 130lbs to post.

Anyway, no one looks too fat at 130lbs

I HAVENT BINGED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWO WEEKS AND HAVE BEEN GETTING ANNOYED ON HOW FAT MY STOMACH STILL LOOKS BUT A FEW MINUTES AGO I WAS CHANGING MY CLOTHES BUT THIS TIME IN FRONT OF MY MIRROR AND MY LEGS LOOK SOOOOO MUCH SMALLER AND MY BUTT FATTER I NEVER NOTICED BEFORE BUT I AM HERE FOR IT

The pain I feel when the number on the scale goes down, but I see no actual physical changes is so… frustrating

trailerparkpossumtears:

Me while sick: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this

Me while shitting: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this

Me while existing: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this

Me while binge eating:what is a scale? I dont know her

Anyone else get triggered/jealous of their among us character body stats?

Like she’s 92 pounds? And for what? What’s her secret?

this-user-feels-empty:

i fuckin binged again :( I can’t with myself

“1 step forward, 3 steps back”

This is exactly what it is like to have a binging, starving cycle.

I am trying to my first fast for 24 hours does anyone have any tips that would help?

i was looking at photos of myself and now i am crying

Paris Hilton is the definition of thinspo.

i am finally getting a new scale my old one was broken

im back and im still fat :(…

….day 1 ig

We cannot become what we want by remaining how we are.

This hurt will stop once you are skinny.

Keep pushing. Keep fighting.

Hi Guys.

I had a terrible binge this morning. I have been binging for the past several days. I haven’t been doing what I should. Everytime I go out I see all of the skinny girls walking around looking so happy and all I can do is wish to be like them. I keep thinking that my actions of binging are not helping me to reach those goals. So, starting now I am going to do everything I can to continue what I was doing before. I have 30 days until I go into my first year of high school and I am going to lose 30 pounds. Just wait. I will be beautiful.

lately i’ve just been switching between “fuck it, i’ll just binge 24/7 and if i get fat i get fat” to “i need to be skinny immediately i’m only allowed to have 10 calories a day” to “i just have to eat a normal amount and eat super healthy foods” and my head hurts :))