#i feel so alone

LIVE

I’m so

ugly

fat

sad

depressed

boring.

And I’m sick of people.

A thing of nightmares has occurred in my family.

Ben Sutton, the most beautiful person I’ll ever have the pleasure of knowing, and the soulmate of my wonderful little sister Claudia, has taken his own life.

I’m desperate to help her in any way that I can. Please help me to help her.

If you candonate, any little bit will help. If you cannot, please share. 

And please also send her your thoughts and love, here’s her page.

Nobody should ever have to experience this. If you know someone who’s acting out of the ordinary, please talk to them. They might not have the strength to tell you they need help. If you’re suspicious of someone’s odd behaviour but you’re unsure, research symptoms of anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. Please seek professional help, identify the signs before it’s too late.

Our Ben disguised these symptoms through a breakup with my sister, he pushed her away so she couldn’t stop him. He loved her so much, but he didn’t believe in her love for him. Everything about his strange behaviour made sense after it was too late. Never assume. If you’re worried, you contact that person and don’t let anything stop you.

Please make sure your loved ones know that they’re loved, that they’re wanted and needed.

And please, to anyone out there who’s experiencing anxiety, depression or suicidal thoughts, this is not the only solution. Things may seem hopeless right now, you may feel unworthy of love, of happiness, but this is not true. You are loved, you can be loved. Don’t believe the voices of your demons, please don’t give up. Life has so much ugliness but there is so much beauty in it as well, you deserve to experience that beauty. Nothing matters more than your health, please put yourself first.

I love you all, please take care of yourselves. 

-Issy

xoxox

demonboyhalo:

demonboyhalo:

@springtvt on twitter i owe you my life. they’re literally siblings look at ranboo just cradling aimsey like one of his burritos!! he hold them like he holds his food!!!

how is aimsey older than ranboo. how is aimsey 20 years old when she is just. so littol. ranboo could throw her into oncoming traffic with such ease

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