#self sabotage
goals
“New people are scary…it’s a blank slate but at the same time I get all these butterflies and act a fool.”
1:10 10/5/21
“Time doesn’t always mean healing time means preparing yourself to just keep going, because some people never change, and all you can do is just keep going.”
22:59 7/13/21
Just when you think everything is ok again, you’re finally happy, gaining trust, doing everything you’ve always wanted, it can shatter in a tenth of a second.
23:17 6/26/21
i hope i go to sleep tonight and don’t wake up
totally having a quarter life crisis
Gonna take drugs until I’ll collapse.
Fuck trauma work
still haven’t gone to bed
have you?
I’m afraid that I will never find love, because of how much I unintentionally self sabotage…
Does anyone have advice on how to not sabotage your own relationship?? I feel like I keep getting sad around him as an excuse to push him away.
did i actually relapse or did i just never recover
Yikes
![“My worst on-set habit [is] internal self-sabotage. And it’s usually the first two week](https://64.media.tumblr.com/3ace24d7d3101607535351b8b3436ba2/tumblr_or1u6y6jYa1r9myx5o1_1280.jpg "“My worst on-set habit [is] internal self-sabotage. And it’s usually the first two week")
“My worst on-set habit [is] internal self-sabotage. And it’s usually the first two weeks of a job – I always walk around like paranoid that they hate me and they wanna get rid if me.”
– Joel Edgerton
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