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dating peter parker would include… (with gifs)

-first of all him being the absolute cutest when he asked you out, like completely fucking nervous and stressed beating around the bush before finally getting it out

-the first few dates he always looked star struck at whatever you wore constantly looking like he felt so lucky but in reality you knowing you were the lucky one.

-him knocking on your door at night nervous you’d be mad at him when he bails on a date because he’s busy helping with his “stark internship” with flowers and a movie so you could have a make-up date then.

-the flowers being peach roses because he read that they represent gratefulness showing you appreciate or like someone.

-your first kiss would be after you catch him staring at your lips while your ranting passionately about some stupid movie. You’d realize you’re ranting and awkwardly chuckle blushing apologizing saying, “sorry I just happen to be extremely passionate about…” as you trailed off realizing he was leaning in before he stopped realizing what he was doing and began blushing as he scratched his neck “sorry I- it’s just you, well you were sitting there and you looked so pretty and I just couldn’t-“ before you cut him off by placing your hands on his neck pulling him into a quick yet passionate kiss. It took him a second of shock as his eyes were wide open but eventually he settled into it placing his hands on your waist as you faced him.

-aunt may 100% accidentally walking in on you two making out leaving peter blushing and cLEARLY sexually frustrated…

-him having to bail on dates a lot which was extremely frustrated as he pinned it on the stark internship which became detrimental to your relationship

-you knowing peter is the most loyal guy in the world so he would never cheat on you which surprisingly was bad news as you were scared he’d lost interest in you.

-so you showed up at his house to talk but bailed because you knew you wouldn’t be able to come to terms with him no longer liking you if that was the case, so you just walked home.

-but as you were walking home you’d end up witnessing a robbery and immediately called the police but you saw an old woman who saw it as well approaching the people robbing the store and saw them pull a gun so immediately you would go to help protecting the old woman promising you’d walk away and not say anything but then a siren sounded of a cop car so they grew angry and pointed to shoot but just in time spiderman shot the mans hands webbing him to the nearest wall of the store to prevent him from shooting but the bullet still went off it just ended up thankfully not hitting you or the woman but as Spider-Man was dealing with one of the men she noticed a man assisting in the robbery was getting away so she herself pursued him but tripped on the sidewalk falling causing him to get away but you let out a loud screech as you noticed the huge gash on your leg from falling harshly on the concrete. Angrily you stood up wanting to pursue the man till you heard a familiar voice call out from behind you “Rosey?” Which was your boyfriends nickname for you because he knew it was your favorite flower. But all you saw was spiderman rushing towards you making sure you were okay, confused you looked at him distraught till he pulled off his mask, “p-peter?”

-literally being even more in love with peter if that was even possible after finding out he was spiderman.

-realizing you love peter but being too terrified to tell him, not knowing he’s been knowing since the second date just how much he loved you.

-having “study dates” which were just excuses to make out with peter on his bed which you happily obliged to.

-those study dates starting off with you sitting Indian style on the edge of his bed reading shakespeare to him making fun of the language as he sat by the headboard admiring you while he had his history book in his lap reading it. Eventually you were both silently reading your books not focused whatsoever on studying just stealing glances at each other till you locked eyes and he said, “yeah okay the renaissance can wait” as he closed the book abruptly tossing it to the side as you giggled turning to him tossing your book as his hands gripped your neck gently but quickly and urgently pulling you into a soft kiss.

-As you began to kiss you would smile into them slowly leaning him down so you were both laying down- but never separating the kiss, you on top. Your hands entangled in his curly hair as he had his hands firmly on your waist.

-you smiling non stop into the kisses

-him surprising you by flipping you over so he was on top (he’d been pretty comfortable in your relationship so he was fine doing stuff like this but his confidence still shocked you)

-him making out with you as you gently bit on his lip having him let out a small moan which only drove you more insane.

-him removing his lips from you letting them trail from your ear which made you shiver down your jaw to your neck, leaving little kisses which made you moan loudly. Your breathing picked up as he seemed to gain confidence from hearing your whimpers of pleasure from his love bites.

-him surprising you in your room with your favorite flowers— peach roses from your first few dates.

-and by surprise I mean he literally sneaks in through your window so when you turn around there are just peach roses on the counter making you smile knowing he was right behind you, so you’d turn around a big smile on your face as you jumped on to him in a hug wrapping your legs around his waist making him chuckle as you were insanely happy to see he was okay after going to help tony somewhere on mission.

-you being super protective over him terrified he was taking on too much even though you knew how much he wanted to help people was just part of who he was even if it meant him constantly putting himself in danger.

-always hugging him extra long when he came back from a ‘mission.’

-passionate kisses always

-him accidentally slipping an “alright bye, I love you” as he pecked your lips and left your house.

-you closing the door casually after it happens before realizing the context of what jUST HAPPENED, then opening it shocked as he faced you just as shocked both of your cheeks a bright red.

-“you love me?” You asked shocked a huge smile playing on your lips.

-he stumbled on his words terrified, “I’m so sorry, it wasn’t supposed to come out like that I had it all planned out and I’m sorry that wasn’t-“

-you interrupting him “peter-“

-him continuing not hearing you, “perfect, I wanted it to be special. I can’t believe I messed-“

-“PETER,” you told him catching his attention

-“yes?” He asked scared

-you walking straight through the door your hands grabbing him by the collar pulling him into an insanely passionate kiss as you wrapped your arms around his neck smiling as he pulled back both of you blushing as you then spoke up, “I love you too.”

-you both being the literal fucking cutest couple in the world

-peter always being super gentle and asking before doing anything serious even though you’ve been together for six months.

-your heart constantly breaking a little every time he leaves

-you and aunt may bonding as she begins to like you considering how much you’re around peter, liking you mainly because of how happy you make him. Plus whenever he’s gone you bring her Chinese food and watch movies with her to distract you both from the fact that he’s in danger. But despite all this, aunt may is still very mother like with threats about how if you ever hurt him she’d find worse ways then burning to kill you.

-him still after so much time together looking so lucky to have you and as star struck as he was at the beginning.

-eventually him being extremely comfortable with you that he’d shock you by mid- history class sending you a note to look at your phone on which you’d find a text reading “supply closet?” Which was where you two would sneak off to make out which made you blush super red even though you’re the one who yanked him in there the first time after you’d been frustrated and needed to see him which leads to passionate and urgent make out sessions.

-passionate and urgent make out sessions

-you usually being dominant but occasionally peter surprising you by taking a strong lead and always being very well at it ;)

-you feeling always so comfortable and protected in the relationship

-you always rooting for him and being proud of anything he does

-him constantly reminding you he loves you

-and all around him just being the best boyfriend ever.

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“I’m All Over You” (我迷恋你)

You’ve got me in a steamy sweaty pitch-perfect panic the way you look right now. I can’t decide which part of your body to focus favor on when each little land-mine-lot of your hot real estate makes me want to die. Knowing you won’t look that way forever. Knowing I won’t be here forever to look at you even if you somehow did. How your tan is just the right tone and your hair the right length and your height the right heighth, well, I’ve decided to become a great scientist. The greatest. All and only in hopes of halting an aging process that’s sure soon to crumble the mesmerizing monument of you. You have a ruthless monopoly on my senses and attention. Use it while you can. I’m all over you. For now.

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One night in December

Completely lost in thought, I sat at the bar and watched the singing Meowth on stage. Just like every night. Ever since I got kicked out of the college for future nurses. The talented cat-Pokémon who would work for peanuts held up a mirror of grief, depression and despair to me. « I feel sorry for you, Jessie » he would say while he struck up the next blues song. I cheered him and took a generous sip of the beer in front of me. I tried to let the malty taste of beer melt on my tongue and recover from the strains of the last days. What more could I do with my life? I was a loser, a good-for-nothing, not even capable of learning simplest medical terms and techniques. Why did I even waste another thought on a life in uniform, surrounded by illness and suffering? Because I wanted to help. Because I wanted to prove to the world out there that I had what it takes to make something of myself! I’m not just a hopeless orphan! I’m strong, beautiful and deserve a chance ! I want to decide freely about my life, but fate treated me unkindly. Used by the state, screwed over by men, my life story. I took another big sip, trying to avoid the prying eyes of a young man sitting next to me. He looked quite passable with his lavender locks and the piercing emerald green eyes, but my past has taught me to be careful. He could be just another guy who gives me a hard time, even though he looked anything but dangerous. In fact, he looked as devastated as me. A shy smile flitted across his face.

« Hey, do you need that bottle cap ? » he asked, pointing at the metal seal on the bar counter. I cocked an eyebrow. That was by far the lamest pick-up line I’ve every heard. Nevertheless, he had earned my attention with this question. «Help yourself » I replied. His eyes flashed for a brief moment as he examined the bottle cap. « A really rare find, thank you » he grinned and stowed his precious treasure in his pocket. How pathetic! How miserable must a person be when he feels joy for a bottle cap ? This man became more and more interesting. Judging by his looks, women hat to lie at his feet. Yet here he sits, all alone, collecting garbage.

«My name is James» he introduced himself. «Jessie» we shook hands. «Tell me, Jessie. What brings you to this dump so close to Christmas? Isn’t your family waiting for you? A loving family that appreciates you and cares for you ? Who gives you freedom to develop and takes your dreams seriously ? » I felt a deep sadness. What he told me only existed in fairy tales, a picture-book family is nothing more than a fraud. « Family’s overrated, James » I said, « besides, I really like that singing Meowth» we both laughed.

« Can I get you something to drink ? » James pulled out his wallet. A lot of green bills jumped out at me. ‘Great, a stuck-up aristocrat. A rich, spoiled mama’s boy. That’s all I needed’ I was about to get up and crawl into another corner of the bar, but he held me back. «Please, don’t go! It’s not what it looks like. I’m not a pompous schmuck! To be honest, I’m on the run from this, » he pointed at his money.
« Who would voluntarily run away from so much money?» I sat back on my seat waiting for his answer.
«Money isn’t everything, Jessie. Not if it means losing your dignity and your will to make free choices » he explained. Then suddenly I realized this man got into trouble and he was seriously trying to escape from it. «Money is all well and good, but if it determines your whole life, you learn to hate it». I couldn’t figure it out at the time.

For a few minutes we sat next to each other in silence while listening to the cat’s singing.£«Would you like to dance?» James reached for my hand an lead me to the dance floor. It was very busy in the bar, people were busting on the floor, so for better or worse we were forced to move closer. I inhaled his tart sent. Although we had known each other for a little over an hour, a certainty unknown to me emanated from him. He was the type of man you would share everything with and who you could trust. He was decent, he laid his hands very carefully on my hips, fearing that he might break me otherwise. «What do you do during the day, Jessie?» he asked. It was incredibly loud on the dance floor, I almost had to shout my answer. « I actually wanted to be a nurse. Unfortunately, that dream has been shattered» disappointed, I let my head down. James lifted my chin and smiled at me. «Don’t give up, Princess ! You’re going to be great, I’m sure of it » his words were so motivating, making the corners of my mouth twitch. It’s been a long time since anyone gave me hope. It was good to hear that encouragment from James. « As a girl, I always wanted to be famous, a real star » I whispered. James looked at me with the kindest eyes. « There she is!»

«What about you?» I wanted to know. He made me twirl around. I wrapped my arms around his neck. « No one has ever asked me that before. I want to be free and my biggest wish is to become a Pokéringer» I could see James was having a hard time answering that question. Could I dare? What did I have to lose? I had no family, no home, no job, no boyfriend.
«Then let us explore freedom together! With your pocket money we can travel, discover the world, feast and fall in love», romantic nostalgia was flaring up inside of me. It was time for a fresh start, and with James, I would take it. It seemed to me that he was not completely averse to the idea, but then the slap in the face.
«It’s not that simple, Jessie. My life is predetermined. I can’t make decisions of my own free will. Tomorrow I’m a prisoner again. I’ll be married by force, so my parents can maintain their image. Everything’s settled, everything’s in order. I’m so sorry » he sighed. How could I be so naive and dream of a happy life? Each time, I was denied it! «Then this is where we parted ways again, James. After all, you were honest with me from the beginning. Farewell!»

I didn’t turn around anymore, grabbed my coat, pushed the door open and ran out onto the snowy streets. Thickly wrapped, I strolled through the deserted alleys, only hearing the snow trickling softly. «It always comes down to just me», I rebuked myself for being so naive that I really would have given James a chance. I couldn’t get him out of my mind. So courteous and polite, if a little pathetic and shy. Would it had been funny ? Would we have supported each other? Would he have accompanied me on the road to fame ? Would I have cheered him on when he played for victory high up in the skies ? Questions upon questions, the answers to which I would never know.

« Jessie ! » I could hear a faint voice in the distance, probably fate laughing at me. « Jessie ! » There it was again. It approached with heavy steps. I turned around facing James. He was completely out of breath, his cheeks turning red from the cold. «Jessie» he grabbed my hands. «Forget the money, forget the weight on my shoulders. Ever since I spotted you in that bar today, I can’t think about anything else. You’re so different from the women I know. You’re determined, beautiful and talented. I know you’ve got big plans and I want to be with you every step of the way. We can both buy ourselves free from the shackles of society. We can do our own thing, become an unbeatable team. Jessie», he pulled me closer, so close I could feel his breath on my face. « Let’s be free. Let’s dream again, » he proposed. At first I was speechless and completely taken by surprise. We did not know if it would go wrong, but it was worth a try. I nodded. James smiled as if the heaviest burden had fallen off him. He cupped my face and pressed his lips on mine. I had never experienced such an intense kiss. It wasn’t just a kiss, it was a promise. Only the night was our witness. Our lips parted and we looked at each other in silence for a long time. «Yous two can count me in» a familiar voice broke the silence. Meowth tugged at my sleeve. We bent down to him and held each other in our arms. Our little free family.

THE END

We haven’t spoken for a couple of months after I left, because I was losing myself in the process of loving you. We were toxic for each other, we both know that. But all I can remember is the beautiful moments and laughter we shared. And looking back at those moments, I suddenly forget why I left.

You showered me with lovely words from the very beginning, even when I told you I don’t fall in love easily. When I finally let my guard down and gave in to your love, you changed. Your friendly manners turned mean and the goodnight calls disappeared into thin air. This is why I don’t let people in.

I can’t listen to shitty breakup songs about you leaving me, because I am the one who left. You drove me to the point where I just couldn’t take it anymore. And that doesn’t mean that I don’t love you anymore, it just means that I lost myself in the process of loving you.

Every time I feel happy for a moment, I wonder when life comes crashing down. And usually it doesn’t take long for something to happen that ruins my perfect moment. Maybe I’m not supposed to be happy. Why?

Every night I try to remember the time we were happy together. How we stared into each others eyes and couldn’t believe this love between us would ever fade. But now I’m alone with a hole in my chest. Your love for me did fade, but my love for you never did. So here I am, feeling incomplete, while you move on with your life without me. 

Before I fell in love for the first time, I didn’t get how two people could just break up and never talk to each other again. How could you do that after all the history you made together, I thought. But now, as I am heartbroken, I get it. You can’t just go back to being friends and pretend like nothing happened between you two. You can’t watch your ex-lover move on and meet someone else. It’s simply too hard to watch the person you once loved more than you loved yourself, look at someone else the way they looked at you.

You always told me I shouldn’t worry about her. She was just a friend, you said. I notice the way you talk about her with that spark in your eyes. You used to look at me like that. What did I do to deserve your betrayal? Am I not good enough?

I can’t believe how he could just betray me like that. I’ve done nothing but support and love him no matter what, with only disrespect in return. I’m unsure about a lot of things, but I’m certain I did nothing to deserve being treated like this. That’s why I have to walk away now.

I’d like to believe we will meet each other again when we’re slightly older. Maybe then we could love each other unconditionally, and nothing will be in our way. Maybe we will be right for each other. Maybe.

I can’t believe we went from strangers to friends, from friends to lovers, and then turned into strangers again. I shared everything with you, even my darkest secrets. But now a simple hello seems too hard to say. How did we get here?

I will always choose you, in every lifetime, but you won’t even choose me in one. And I know I cannot love you into loving me.

I don’t want to lose you in my life but we can’t be together the way I want us to be. I guess I’ll have to accept to only have half of you, just so I won’t lose all of you.

If you push me away, you’re not gonna find me where you left me. My heart is big, but not big enough to deal with people who decide to love me when it’s convenient for them.

Nobody told me staying friends with an ex you truly loved is impossible. We can end on good terms, but I can’t be around you anymore. Every small thing reminds me of our time together. And don’t even get me started on your scent, it’s intoxicating.