#leave me alone
still hate the fact that small countries even with big disasters happening don’t get the recognition that would fucking america get for any small inconvenience
Some rando: You should think about stopping your prescription
Me: My pills make me not want to die tho
They: You shouldn’t want to die, that’s not normal
Me: Yeah that’s why I’m taking my pills
Again: But you aren’t the *real* you when you’re on your pills
Me: I’m the alive version of me
An actual doctor, once: “Relying On A Chemical Crutch For A Hormonal Imbalance Denies The Fortitude Of The Human Soul”
Me: Cool so like I’m agnostic
They: “But you might be on pills the rest of your life!”
Me: “So?”
Good! That means that I have a “rest of” my life to continue living!
Thanks to the pills.
Meanwhile, no person ever: “You should think about giving up your insulin/antiretrovirals/beta blockers/anti-rejection drugs/prosthetic legs/daily multivitamin, because using those your whole life is bad for some reason”
Oh no, they do that too.
I have a kidney transplant. A woman once told me she didn’t believe in organ transplants and that people should just die when they’re meant to.
Sounds like a great set-up for a murder
People who are fully healthy, fit and neurotypical seem to think they are that way because they’re doing something right that the rest of us haven’t thought of, and not just because they got lucky
Speaking of the luck of the non-disabled…I once terrorized a Karen who was using me to teach her entitled kid that disabled people are Other and should not be treated with respect. I told her (truthfully) that until I was twenty-eight, I wasn’t visibly disabled. Then a defective chromosome that I hadn’t known about kicked in. So my luck ran out. But until then, I had been normal–just…like…her.
The sheer terror on her face as the concept of “You mean I’ve just been lucky so far?” seeped into her brain was a thing of beauty.
People who are fully healthy, fit and neurotypical seem to think they are that way because they’re doing something right that the rest of us haven’t thought of, and not just because they got lucky
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
And because they think they will STAY lucky. They will never get into a car crash, slip on ice, or have any kind of physically or mentally traumatic experience, and they will age gracefully like an AARP commercial until the day they die neatly and peacefully.
No one has spoken to me for 3 hours @ work, we’re all in our own bubbles doing what we need to do. But literally I put my headphones on and suddenly they need to ask me a million questions!!
“You are tired, tired, you are very tired. You must be rocked to sleep, and tucked in bed, and have your eyelids kissed to make you dream of fairies. Come, dear, come.”—Edna St. Vincent Millay, from “The Lamp and the Bell,” published c. 1921
(viaviolentwavesofemotion)
Misguided
☆ Deadly deadly poison ☆
Show me who is in control </3
Love me with your hate
Match my energy or lose me </3
Roses have thorns too silly.
I’m so fuckin alone in this fuckin world.
Those nights when you just break down, realizing how lonely you are, and that nobody even cares.
Black girls with natural hair get made fun of and black girls with fake hair get made fun of and black girls with no hair get made fun of so like what are black girls supposed to do but not give a fuck abt u
Black girls with naturally long hair get so much shit I’m tired of it. Do you actually think long, straight or blonde hair has exclusion to you? I’ve never met a more delusional type of person in my entire life
Me realising my url will now be a thing of the past