It broke my heart but opened my eyes.

As a kid I built a house around my broke heart.

Voices in my head, telling me I’m gonna end up dead.

Never lonely I’m just lowkey.

I guess I’m stressed, I got too much weight up on my chest

I push away the people that I love the most why? I don’t want no one to know I’m vulnerable.

I used to shine, now I’m all in the dark.

You dream of walls that hold us in prison

It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it

And we’re free to roam

…

My therapist told me don’t bury my issues,

But I'ma be honest, man, I’m feelin’ great!

What is success when hope has left you?

It won’t always make sense. That’s okay.

I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’m so lost.

Life feels like a war I’m pretty sure I’m losing.

It’s so fucking tiring to pretend to be okay all the time.

The worst place in the world is in my own head

I just want all of this to end…

I really don’t know why I keep hoping things will get better.

Maybe I’m not invisible, maybe I’m excruciatingly visible and just completely ignored.

It shouldn’t be this easy to distract people from noticing how broken I am inside…does anyone really see me?

So many people said I wasn’t alone but where were they when I needed someone?