one of the fastest ways to speed up your desire is through SLEEP. believe it or not! with these methods, you can manifest your desire literally the NEXT DAY. i remember when i tried this method and got a 55inch tv the NEXT day. give it a try tonight, and tell me how it goes!
“But I do believe in that sleeping during the action in some strange way seems to hasten the interval between the doing and the realization of it. Of course you don’t have to sleep, but I have found from experience that if I can fall asleep while I’m performing the action, the action which implies the fulfillment of my dream, that I quickly collapse the time. In little Barbados, it took me less than one day to have passage on the ship.” - Neville Goddard.
the lullaby method
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1. first, get into a drowsy, sleepy state. not too awake, not too sleepy. like, when you can open your eyes but you don’t want to. (if you fall asleep way too quickly, start affirming early. it’s better to be safe than sorry).
2. then, affirm for your desires when you are drifting asleep until you fall asleep.
for example, let’s say i was affirming for my desired face. i would KNOW i would get my desired face when i woke up. and in a sleepy, drowsy state, i’d affirm:
“i have my desired face”
“i look exactly how i want to”
“i have head turning beauty”
“i woke up with my desired face”
“i am extremely beautiful”
or if i was manifesting a large sum of money, i’d affirm:
“money comes to me quickly and easily”
“i always have more than enough money”
“i am rich”
“i have multiple streams of income”
“i am a money magnet”
if i was shifting to my dr i’d affirm something like:
“i will wake up in my dr”
“i am in my dr”
“i shifted”
“i woke up in my dr”
“shifting is so easy for me”
“A most effective way to embody a desire is to assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled and then, in a relaxed and sleepy state, repeat over and over again like a lullaby, any short phrase which implies fulfillment of your desire, such as, Thank you, thank you, thank you, until the single sensation of thankfulness dominates the mind.” – Neville Goddard
This wonderful experience of rising and floating is the signal that you are absent from the body or problem and are now present with the Lord; in this expanded state you are not conscious of being anything but I AM – I AM; you are only conscious of being.
the I AM state
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the “I AM state” or also sometimes called “the void state” is a state in pure consciousness, where you are a formless, shapeless being. it is pitch black with pure nothingness. in this “void”, you will feel a floating feeling, so don’t be alarmed about that.
people enter this state because when you manifest in this state, you manifest INSTANTLY. you can shift in this state, or get whatever you desire also.this state is extremely easy to get into. it’s a bit similar to the lullaby method.
in this state, you will manifest every single one of your desires extremely easily, because you are no longer immersed in sensory/outside world. no intrusive thoughts, no doubts, nothing. your consciousness is a purely “clean slate” and “empty”.
this may seem like a lot, but it’s REALLY easy to get into. i got in the void state on my FIRST TRY. if i can do it, you can do it. give it a try tonight and tell me how it goes!
how to do it
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1. first, get into a comfortable position. you can move around for a bit until you find a position that is comfortable. then, stay still.
2. after that, breathe in and out for a while, focus on you breathing. then, begin to affim “I AM” “i am nothing” “i am faceless and formless” “i am in the void state” etc.
KEEP DOING THIS. you’re going to get start getting a floaty feeling. if you get this feeling, you are doing it right. keep doing this, and make sure you’re affirming from a peaceful place, and you are fully relaxed.
you may get tempted to move, itch, etc. this is just your body checking to see if you’re awake or not. IGNORE IT. this is also a sign you’re doing it right.
3. great! you’re now in the void state. now, you can affirm/visualise or just decide what you want to happen. after that, you will manifest what you want EXTREMELY quickly, almost instantly!
you can shift realities, travel back in time or manifest something. good luck and try this tonight! you can do this at night or in the middle of the day. good luck!
UPDATED WAYS TO REACH THE VOID
SLEEP PARALYSIS
sleep paralysis is a quick and easy way to enter the void extremely quickly. sleep paralysis is when you cannot move AT ALL, and the purpose of it is to prevent your body from acting out your dreams.
don’t worry, you won’t see anything scary. people say they scary stuff, but it’s just hallucinations. nothing can you harm you. remember you are in FULL control. you chose to give yourself yourself sleep paralysis, and you can come out of it if you want to! to get out of sleep paralysis, simply wiggle your toes for like 30 seconds and you’ll get out of ity with the ease.
there are various ways to get sleep paralysis.
wait it out. simply get into a comfortable position, and wait for your body to fall asleep, while keeping your mind awake. do this by staying completely still and thinking of things/daydreaming to keep your mind awake. eventually, you will convince your body it is asleep.
usethis guided meditation to enter sleep paralysis. follow this man’s voice.
affirm “i have sleep paralysis” while sleepy, and you’ll wake it up with it. (basically, the lullaby method.)
just set an intention that you’ll get it.
just sleep on your back.
after getting sleep paralysis, you won’t be able to move AT ALL. if you think you can move and get up effortlessly, you are NOT in sleep paralysis.
when you have successfully achieved sleep paralysis, start for the void. “i am pure consciousness” and “i am in the void” would suffice. you’ll reach there in a matter of minutes.
you can also:
command your subconscious entering the void
visualise your desires after getting out of the void
write a fake diary entry post void
FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS
how do i know i’m in the void?
you’ll know when you’re in the void when:
you are not in your room anymore
it is PITCH BLACK
you can’t feel your body
you can’t hear anything
you are in a LITERAL void
you’ll definitely know when you’re in the void. you can’t miss it. if you “think” you were in the void, you weren’t there.
can i move when entering the void?
no. you must stay completely still.
how long does it take to get into the void?
entirely depends on what method you use.
why do i get the urge to move?
your body is checking to see if you’re awake or not.
how do i overcome the urges?
patience & determination. also, distract yourself by daydreaming and thinking about things.
can i get stuck in the void?
no. you are in full and total control.
can i accidentally manifest something i don’t want in the void
no, there are no intrusive thoughts or anything outside that influence you in the void. it is just you.
is it possible to get out of the void without your desires
no. anyone who said they went to the void and said they didn’t manifest anything, didn’t go to the void.
is there are a limit to what i can manifest in the void
no, there is no limit. anything is possible. doesn’t matter if you want to manifest a billion dollars, shift realities or become famous overnight.
do i enter the void awake or asleep
depends on you. both methods work. however, getting there via sleep is faster.
i get distracted easily. how can i get into the void
use the lullaby method to enter the void/sleep paralysis, it is probably the quickest way to get there.
do i need to prepare to go into the void
no, it’s not necessary. however, some people like to use meditative music/breath work/subliminals in order for them to get relaxed before getting to the void. here is a playlist of videos someone used to get into the void. the key to the void is relaxation.
how do i know i’m doing it right
you start to feel tingles, twitches and urges to roll over and move. ignore these urges. you also start to feel really light/a floating sensation.
i don’t want to enter the void via sleep paralysis. what can i do
you can do it the traditional way, just staying still and affirming. or you can do the lullaby method and wake up in the void.
VOID TIPS
don’t form an unhealthy obsession with the void. if it’s not for you, MOVE ON. a lot of you guys get so obsessed with this method to the point where it affects your mental health. it shouldn’t. no method is worth that. plus, you can manifest INSTANTLY without the void. there are people on my page who have manifested a 20 inch waist in an HOUR without the void. it’s not the only way to instantly manifest. it’s just another method.
the best way to ensure your success is to think of entering the void as the easiest thing in the world. and guess what, it is! a lot of people just overcomplicated it. it is very simple and easy to get into.
you can try this method at any time of the day. it doesn’t even have to be at night. you can do it in any position - even sitting on a chair! just be COMFORTABLE and RELAXED.
if you keep failing, revaluate what you did wrong and try again.
BE PATIENT. a lot of people give up WAYYYY too early.
if you’re really determined to enter the void, take some breaks. work on your self concept. don’t put it on a pedestal.
the void isn’t a meditative state. people think the void is when you’re relaxed and you feel floaty. NO. THAT IS NOT THE VOID. THE VOID IS A *LITERAL*VOID.
stop treating the void as the solution to all your problems. you can get your desired life without it. if it’s NOT working for you and it put you in a bad mental space, give it up and WORK ON YOUR SELF CONCEPT.
the lullaby method is a great alternative to the void. it’s just as instant. in fact, ALL METHODS ARE. THIS IS JUST ANOTHER METHOD.
i think you should try either method going to sleep tonight, it’ll benefit you A LOT! you can literally wake up with your desire. crazy, right? alright, that’s it, my loves! i hope you enjoy this post.
In the same way, not all colours suit our skin tone. Not all perfumes will marry our natural body smell.I used to buy perfumes based on what was trending at the moment.
Advertising and Marketing had a lot to do with that, but now I have a different approach that I am going to share in this blog post.
1.Don’t fall into the trap of Marketing
Sometimes, the packaging, the bottle, and the colours can seduce you and get you to buy a perfume before even you get to smell it.
But you really should not judge a book by its cover. I tried on perfume that had an incredible presentation but was not that great.
2.Shop for perfumes alone
When you go shopping with other people. It is easy to get distracted and eveninfluenced by their opinion. It is best to go perfume shopping alone. It’ll be easier for you to make the right choice for yourself. Without any noise or distraction around you to influence you.
3.Try the perfume on your Hand…
Wait a few hours to see how the perfume alchemizes with your natural body smell.If you still like the smell on your skin, you can safely purchase the perfume knowing that you will enjoy putting it on every day.
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Did you know that there are different clothing colours for your skin tone? Just like choosing jewelry, you can complement your complexion with the colours you wear! This process involves looking at your undertone, hair colour, and eye colour.
Typically, most people are placed into four different seasons or colour palettes. Check out this picture below to find colour palettes that can accentuate your skin tone.
Cool Hues
Summer Wardrobe Colors
If you got summer as your season, chances are you have blue veins or light-coloured eyes. It can be a bit confusing because we relate tanned skin to summertime. However, when it comes to wearing a summer colour palette, clothing looks best on those that contain cool undertones! You probably burn easily when out in the sun. Summer wardrobe colour palette that will feel the most vibrant will be muted colours with a cool hue. You will look great in Rosey-pink lipstick and may often wear sky blue.
Winter Wardrobe Colors
On the other hand, if you are a winter, you will have dark hair, dark eyes, and a cool undertone. This undertone must not be mistaken for being fair-skinned, but rather, your skin and hair often contrast harmoniously. Winters look best in sharp, contrasting colours. They will feel the most vibrant when wearing bright colours with a cool hue. You will look good in firecracker red lipstick. Wearing a navy blue will also look great on a winter-toned person.
Warm Hues
Spring Wardrobe Colors
In contrast to the seasons above, if you are a spring, you will have a warm skin undertone and will see your veins as green. Similar to Summer, you will have light hair and light eyes (this does not refer to the colour, but rather the brightness and dimension of your hair and eyes). Spring’s tend to tan easily and have a ‘yellow hue’ or golden look’ to them. True Springs look the most vibrant in bright colours with a warm hue. You will look good in orangey-red lipstick and may often wear aqua blue.
Autumn Wardrobe Colors
Autumns will also have warm skin undertones. Unlike springs, Autumns tend to have darker hair and eyes. Theywill also tan easily. True Autumns look the most vibrant in muted colours with a warm hue. You will look good in cranberry red lipstick and often wear teal blue. After taking the quiz I found out I’m a mix of autumn and spring Colours!
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If you began to notice that you’re keeping regular contact with fewer people than you did prior to your level up, there’s nothing to worry about. Losing friends while growing older is probably a good thing.
Here are some things you might experience as you get older and begin your level-up journey..
There is a lot of talk about self-care on this blog, but the truth is that self-care begins with prioritizing yourself. There are a lot of benefits to making yourself a priority. On the other hand, if you ignore your needs and put the needs of others first, many problems can arise.The consequence of putting others before yourself is people pleasing.
So Why You Need To Make Yourself A Priority?✨
If you truly want to love yourself and respect yourself, you must put yourself first. We can also influence how others treat us by how we treat ourselves. It is also important to carry yourself in a certain manner for people to treat you the same. Here are 4 ways that have helped me make myself a priority in my own life…
Create a weekly schedule
Make sure you take time for yourself! You can do anything you like, whether it is studying new things, hobbies, relaxation, crafts. Whatever your interests are, make clear time for them unapologetically. This is one of the ways you’ll begin to love yourself better since you’ll get to know yourself better.
If You Need Help, Ask!
In all this, remember to ask for help whenever necessary. Being your own priority doesn’t mean alienating yourself. Build a network of trusted and dependable friends, people you can be yourself around. Our guards are much more heightened when we’re surrounded by the wrong people and nobody needs that
Create Strong Boundaries!
Establishing boundaries will help you avoid situations you do not want to be in. The moment we do not set boundaries, we are inviting everything into our lives, good and bad alike.By knowing what matters to you, you will be able to create some boundaries. When you know yourself, putting boundaries against things that aren’t aligned will be much easier.
Learn How To Say No!
This is a part of going with the flow. Saying no and being firm about it are two important skills. Don’t give in to the temptation to do something you don’t want. Your tendency to change your mind easily is something people will recognize and know they only have to ask several times before you agree. Some ideas illustrate how to say no politely if you think giving a flat no is rude.
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With the CEO of a tech firm who wants to pay me to accompany himself & his VIP clients when he takes them to dinners, strip clubs etc. I’d be required to sign an NDA and not expected to do anything except flirt, converse, and provide feminine energy to these outings.
Not sure what to wear..we are meeting for happy hour at a trendy fun spot in my city, but this isn’t a “POT date” because I’m not going to be his sugar baby, I’m not having sex or anything romantic with anyone here. He’s coming straight from a business meeting so I don’t want to look underdressed. I need something that says sexy, smart, and turns every head in the room!
my most recent post about dating well is all over the place, but what I’m trying to say is that I have no issue with young black women advising others to date well off men ( I advocate for it) but the bashing of other women as well as the anti blackness they spew in regards to BM needs to stop.
I go in on BM all the time but there’s a line between calling them out and projecting self hate/anti blackness. The tweet I was referring on Twitter was
Most of these women giving advice literally have nothing to show for it, and most of the time the advice is trash. Don’t let these women make you feel like you can’t date a regular dude and that can’t be “leveling up”. If he does right by you what does it matter? I think standards like the guy having his own shit (car, crib etc) and obviously having job is basic. But expecting every nigga to fly you out, take you shopping and so forth is very unrealistic for most women. But I’m gonna save rest of my thoughts on this for podcast Chile
I can go live about this topic on twitter, if I get atleast 10-20 followers.
One thing I have come to learn over the years is that there really aren’t any “rules” or “guidelines to follow when it comes to dating. Especially if you want to date someone with means so you can potentially become a “spoiled gf”.
I’m at a new stage in life where when it comes to dating I have no issues weeding out the boys who reveal themselves quickly to be misogynistic, narcissistic, etc.
I have gotten to know some great men as of lately and something I wasn’t prepared for was having to reject good men because our values or nonnegotiables do not align. I knew it was coming but nothing could’ve prepared me for it.
There is one in particular who is a total provider and protector and things were going great for a while. Everyone is charmed by him and he is gentle and sweet and is always catering to me in romantic ways. As I continued to peel the layers back of his personality I’ve come to realize that his original claims of wanting to be traditional are not true. He’s made side comments about children before marriage because some of his friends have done it so it’s “normalized” now. I simply can’t stand these views and do not want to be associated with his circle of friends even if they’re successful monetarily. In my eyes they are some sort of cancer spreading these modern ways that don’t benefit women. He’s done nothing wrong so having to break things off with him is going to be confusing for a lot of people. It’s not that I haven’t done it before, I was a little more invested with him than others and he was on the right track for a long time. I feel shitty ending things with someone so good to me and I have to remind myself that I deserve much more. I mostly hear about women ending things with men who have hurt them but in this case he hasn’t hurt me at all. I’ve just realized that there is no point in continuing to see him. On some level I feel that breaking things off with a good person is harder than someone who has done you wrong because at least then the reason is more motivating. I need to learn how to detach in a different way then I have before.
I’m debating wether to have social media again or not. I love the privacy I have had for the past two years but lately I have been reading about the importance of socialization and how it is important for health. I even keep seeing posts on Tumblr about it so it’s making me think that’s a sign I should not ignore. I do have a social life but it is mainly fitness related and a bit business related. I’m starting to realize that I may be limiting myself and that I can expand my network if I don’t keep to myself to an extreme like I usually do. Maybe there is a balance I can discover and still be happily private while participating in social media. I’m thinking a great example of this would be Lori Harvey and keep my mystery. Maybe deleting my social media and taking a break to reset and reassess my public appearance was meant to happen so that I could get to this point? I’ve learned to categorize people because of this and set clear (low)expectations for people and I have been much happier because of it.
A narcissistic abuse tip that helped me in life and in sugaring
If you’ve ever been in a narcissistic relationship it is one of the most emotionally distressing relationships you will ever be in. Trauma eliciting.
One of the main things narcissists will do is try to find out early what you like and dislike. This is how they get you. They alter themselves to be your perfect match then rip you apart later on.
So if any guy asks you what you like or dislike, what your perfect match is DO NOT TELL HIM. Give a vague answer.
“Depends on the person, what I like in one may not be what I like in an other”
“Why don’t you be yourself and I’ll tell you if I like you”
I recently saw a post about someone asking if Snapchat was a reliable source of communication. To those who are married, I get it. But how the HELL can you verify a Snapchat account? What if this SD is a rapist or a time waster?!
The amount of times a real number has SAVED me from meeting up with potential guys who are scammers, time wasters and abusers…. Geez. If they made an app similar to the one I use but also was able to look up screen names for Snapchat, I’d be all for it.
The WORST part of being an SB for a living is finding someone new. The countless amount of dates you go on. Most of them can’t afford you, so you went to dinner to get fed and get through a date.
Spring training is very active where I am and yes, I could make a shitload of money off these guys wanting short term arrangements. But it’s a short term arrangement that got me raped so….. I’m scarred. Not to mention, I’m an STD freak. One night is not worth a week or two of antibiotics and a fishy pussy. Yes, condoms are a thing but I’ve been burned in the past and I wore protection.
Either way, I look for long term. I have had THE WORST luck lately. Cannot find what I’m looking for. Even if the allowance is right, the man was not.
I haven’t written so many reports on the screening app we use in a long time. Damn.
You do eventually get sick and tired of this lifestyle
There are many highs… but there are many lows.
Today is one of my lows. Where I want to cry. Where I’m sick of relying on someone else to keep my head above water or waiting for a man to buy me something expensive.
Once you get into this lifestyle, it’s SO HARD to get out. It’s like a drug. Seriously.
I was out with some girls where being an SB came up. I will forever tell anyone who asks or inquires about being an SB to NEVER DO IT.
I do wish I never got into this lifestyle. No one told me the long term damage this lifestyle has on you. I don’t think anyone knew in the time of Tumblr OG lol.
Every time I want to get out, use the money to invest in other things, my SD falls through lol it’s so annoying.
Being an SB has given me such a good lifestyle and memories but it’s tiring… I want to date whoever, pay for my own shit without worry.
Sorry for the rant… Tumblr has always been my SB diary… the good and the bad.
I really want a podcast talking about all this shit… OMG
I have one of three (now two SDs) because tonight one of them just hasn’t been definitive lately. I asked when I was going to see him and it was never a straight answer.
Tonight he asked me what I’m up to. I say nothing much. He asked when I’m going to see him.
I was kind of annoyed by this question because I had told him before to let me know when his schedule was free. Then he goes, “you sound salty”
*narrows eyes*
It’s 830 at night and he has the audacity to go, “I’m free if you want to see me”
I debate because the ppm is 800 which isn’t bad but something in my guy just doesn’t feel right about this.
So I tell him that basically and block him.
Meanwhile my 8k whale always asks at the end of the date when he’s going to see me.
There are men who have everything and won’t give you shit
Learn to recognize these men and RUN.
I’ve encountered these men a few times throughout my years of sugaring. It sucks.
One has kind of come back (or is trying) to come back. We met on SA but I soon came to find out, he just wanted a companion to wipe his tears to get over his last gf.
He got me into a really cool sport, but I had to keep telling him that I can’t spend these weekends with him if he doesn’t help me. I stayed way longer than I should.
We talked about the past and I brought this up to him. To which he replied, “I would have gotten you anything you sent me a link to…. I did get you things” (yeah some yoga pants and some boots… big whoop)
I asked if he wanted to hang out again to which he said yes since things have changed, the ex is gone etc.
SO I’m going to test the waters.
I sent him a link to a Dyson Airwrap. I sent that link 3 hours ago. Hasn’t replied. Thus, once again, he’s just full of shit.
I can be a horrible glutton for punishment sometimes. Sometimes what I have is never enough, especially when it comes to rich men.
I have my 8k allowance guy, and two other ones which equates to another 5k.
Well, an old relationship came back… who I met on the site but he never gave me anything but he did get me into an awesome sport. Well, I found out that he’s secretly a bitcoin billionaire and makes a TON of residuals from his software.
ON TOP OF THAT, I managed to flirt with Showoff SD… because I saw the private jet on his way to Mexico.. and caught his attention again…. <- I’m regretting that decision. But I just like knowing I can snag him over all his Barbie blonde girls lol it’s a conquest.
Honestly I think the inflation, war and everything becoming so expensive is freaking me out and I’m looking for any kind of financial security if shit hits the fan.
Although I don’t recommend drinking while you’re with your SD, sometimes it helps when you need it most. I really enjoy my new whale, I love to talk to him and joke.
Intimacy? Eh. He looks great for his later 50s but his arms have that thin, crapy old man skin…. which kind of grosses me out. He doesn’t drink at all but doesn’t mind if I do. However, my best friend is sober and has been for 15+ years. Thus, I don’t tend to drink a lot around him. Unfortunately that same mindset kind of hit while I was with my new SD.
As we were getting hot and heavy, I realized, “Shit, I should have drank more.”
It’s even worse because this was our first time together as well and first time sex is never that good. You get to see what weird movements and quirks your SD has that probably made him a single man in the first place.
Ever had a guy move his hips in circles while he was inside you? Where in the Sam hell did you learn such a tactic? What are you trying to do? Butter up my sweet walls with that knife? Sheesh.
So either way, doesn’t last long (thank the heavens) but then mr. genius goes, “You know how we were talking about fantasies?”
…………
…..Yeah. Thinking, okay hopefully it’s like a costume play.
“I have this rape fantasy…” and then he goes on to tell me about one of his favorite porns that he thinks he funny where it’s rape of course and threatens this girl out naked of the house…..
Geeze….. out of ALL the fantasies a guy can have….. it had to be this one.
Doing some research, these fantasies are actually REALLY common amongst individuals.
In personal experience, the more wealthy…the weirder.
He adores me. Hoping to invest this money HARD CORE into my life so I can finally exit. I’m ready to be a multimillionaire who travels the world at my free will. No men, just me.
He’s addicted to drama and super Barbie blondes. Well, that’s just the opposite of me. I’m also sweet, kind and I communicate very effectively. Maybe I texted too much. ♀️
We had a fun few weeks, he invited me to Cabo with his two girls who just adored me. I honestly thought I had him. I satisfied all his needs, physically everything was great. I even made him nervous and self conscious. Lol
So, him spending a weekend with his ex doesn’t surprise me. He’s used to her, maybe isn’t intimidating for him, who knows.
If you give a guy everything he could ask for and he still leaves? Honey, it’s not you, I promise. Some guys just struggle internally. Sometimes your standards make them have to work to be a better man and they don’t want to abs it happens.
BUT one man’s she’s too good for me, isn’t another man’s “she’s everything I’m looking for”
Which totally happened later. Went on a date, we had an AMAZING time, he offered 8k a month. Uh, yes please. So… bye Mr. Showoff! Hello to my new whale and sponsor.
I miss tumblr days, unfortunately I scroll Reddit posts now. Some subreddits are good. Some are just horrid about SW and the bowl.
Life had been peachy. I’m about to get a WHALE of a daddy but he’s very public about his lifestyle and who he dates. Fine BUT the second I get posted, I know some fire is going to come about. With his exes… or mine.. I REALLY HOPE NOT.
I like the private guys. The secretly wealthy. Lol
However, the rewards are huge…. Worth the risk? Probably. I’ll let you guys know.
This is what happens when you stop paying when you go on a date
I saw this post on TikTok about a guy commented that a guy should always pay for the first date but a girl should expect to pay half…. And then I saw a comment “I’ll happily pay for the whole bill or half! It’s called respect”
I’m sorry, what? I felt so sorry for this girl because someone conditioned her that she, as a woman, should have to provide like a man should. HELL NO. It’s not called respect, it’s called a guy can play you because he doesn’t have to invest in you.
Honey, level up. I get spoiled by my new sponsor with a big allowance and gifts like this.
Girl… go to bed like the successful heaux that you are. That you don’t have a fuck boy, but a wealthy sponsor who deposits money in your account every week, buys you designer because he wants to, flys you first class, if he has work, he sends you out to do your favorite things then takes you out to exclusive dinners and constantly compliments everything everyone else over looked. You live peacefully, you have it made..
