#thinsp

So very tired of looking like this.

I ✨hate✨ my body

i’ve been only eating and drinking these three things for last week. A coffee for breakfast, a granola bar for lunch, and a red bull for dinner. i’ve lost 10 pounds…. i shall call it the handy three diet.

some new thinspo!!

healingfairy907:

tiny-yongie:

I want to be skinny so bad…. I’ll do anything for it.

:(

you may write “I do not promote this lifestyle” in your bio, but that doesn’t mean shit.

You’re sharing “tips” and therefore encouraging an illness.
I understand the need to vent and I understand that once you are so far into the eating disorder , it consumes you and it is damn near impossible to want to look after your mind and your body. You don’t want to look after them.

But here’s the thing:
-sharing “techniques” does encourage the illness
-anorexia and bulimia and other eating disorders are illnesses
-you’re damaging yourself and whoever is reading those “tips”

i miss being at my lowest weight

everyone was so nice to me cuz they knew i was sick

people were also scared of me because i was dangerously thin

i was told daily that i would need to be intubated if i didn’t gain weight

the funny thing is i was recovering during that point so i hated being that thin

ironic.

i know it’s getting bad again when i start re watching supersize vs superskinny

food diary ;; thursday 1st october, 2020.

note!! had a little binge at the end of the day,, nothing much,, just because i got really hungry and bad chest pains for no reason. -.-

breakfast ;; 0 calories.

• skipped.

lunch ;; 47 calories.

• 1 whole carrot - 30 calories.

• 15g mashed potatoes - 13 calories.

• 0.4 sachet of ketchup - 4 calories.

• 0.5 teaspoon of salt - 0 calories.

• 0.3 tablespoon of malt vinegar - 0 calories.

dinner ;; 69 calories.

• 2 slices of wafer thin ham - 14 calories.

• 1 slice warbutons wholemeal bread - 55 calories.

snacks ;; 72 calories.

• 2 light rich tea biscuits - 72 calories.

exercise ;; 26.5 calories burned.

• 770 steps.

total calories consumed ;; 188 calories.

— stay alive, you beautiful human

being. ♡