#left alone
You love them with all of your heart. They leave you broken in pieces. They force you to watch as they move on, never to be whole again.
Anybody else stressing out about the fact that Tomorrow is Monday or is it just me ?
I was drowning and you just stared expecting me to learn how to swim.
Mae, drowned
I get jealous because I know how replaceable I am, I’m nothing special.
You are alone.
It broke my heart but opened my eyes.
Voices in my head, telling me I’m gonna end up dead.
Never lonely I’m just lowkey.
I guess I’m stressed, I got too much weight up on my chest
I push away the people that I love the most why? I don’t want no one to know I’m vulnerable.
This music’s the only thing keepin’ the peace when I’m fallin’ to pieces.
I used to shine, now I’m all in the dark.
Last year, I felt suicidal. This year, I might do somethin’ different like talkin’ to God more.
If I Jump, living trough these songs. So you know just where to find me
And I ain’t seen a light of day since, well, that’s not important
It’s been long
You dream of walls that hold us in prison
It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it
And we’re free to roam
…
What is success when hope has left you?
It won’t always make sense. That’s okay.
It’s weird… I either have no emotions or too many.
I was prepared, but it still hurt.
There’s so much I wanna say but nah.
Darkness, my protection.
Wed, 04 May 2022 13:13:28