#mentally drained
new challenge for physiatrist.
learn to tell the difference between autism in women and bpd.
friends are stupid and overrated
I am mentally ill.
Sometimes I don’t want to pretend I am strong. Sometimes I want someone to hug me and say “It’s alright..”.
How can parents confidently yell at their children for no reason? I can’t even raise my voice while talking to anyone.
This hit hard.
*eats whole baguette by myself*
I’m depressed
Omg my friend sent me a message and it sounded kind of like a goodbye message so, obviously I freaked out and kept texting her making sure she was ok and, it ended up being a misunderstanding but we talked for like 10 minutes about how much we needed each other and, we both promised not to ever do that and I cannot stop crying I’m just realizing how much she needs me and we need each other so, I have a reason to stay now I guess
Currently really not loving my life lol but my birthday is in a couple of days and I don’t wanna die before my birthday ya know also I just want to be at school again so I can stop eating lunch at my dads but I really don’t wanna go back to school lmao
The feeling of realizing that things are getting bad again and knowing that you can’t do anything about it is one of the worst things in this world
Yet another vent post, tw for self harm
I can’t wait for the days where I’m finally better. The days where I can shower and not wince because it stings on my thighs again. The days where I can wake up and not cry about it. The days where I can actually motivate myself to sit up in bed. The days where I don’t break down and rely on a fucking blade to numb me. The days where I can go out and socialize and not be cooped up anymore. I really can’t wait but I don’t know if it’s ever going to happen.
i can feel it getting bad again ):
why am I like this?
overthinking kills…
Monsters are real, ghosts are real too. They live inside of us & sometimes they win..
-stephen king
she’s the type of girl that can be so hurt, but can still look at you and smile.
“smile, bc it confuses people. smile, bc it’s easier than explaining what is killing you inside.”
- joker
