#why am i like this
boii
okay so i haven’t even finished what’s on netflix of cm but here i am
restarting the series
because i missed gideon
How is it that i can read more than 150,000 words worth of fanfic in a day, yet i cant read a single chapter of my textbook in a day for my test the day after
June 20th 2020
After one year of collage I’ve seen what most people are today. I truly know this world is not worth living in, for me. They have finally succeeded in making me so closed off and so numb to everything. I’ll still be a good person but I’ll never be the same.
So thank you, to all those people for making me another broken and numb person in this world.
The only difference is I will fix all those broken parts and make myself whole again unlike them.
When you find out you will always be just a play toy to him, just confirms it’s better to be alone.
To be honest, I just want to die.
Why do I feel like it’s my fault, that I’m the one to blame for being used by other people that I deserve to be unloved that everything is my fault that I deserve to be alone that no matter what I do or say I’ll be alone for the rest of my life and that’s what I deserve for being a vulnerable and actually a caring person.
Day 72 of college
Just another day of me regretting being born
After everyone leaves the saddest part is getting used to being all alone again
I cut people out of my life that drain my energy with their toxic nature.
god i am SO distracted at work, i keep zoning out and then stressing about everything i didn’t get done.
GUYS MANIFEST ME WEIGHT LOSS PLEASE, I DONT WANT HAPPINESS I WANT TO BE SKINNY
DAY 2/7 OF FASTING
I’m actually not as hungry as I thought I would be, im more tired, but my sleeping schedule is fucked so whatever. I drink water anytime I think I’m hungry.
Guys the smell of food has been making me feel sick. Wtf.
Hey guys I made a new blog called NokiaWrites, where i write fanfics instead of eating, please request stories so I have a reason not to eat
This Tik-Tok shit funny lowkey
