#why me
So, when I was about 8 or 9 years old, I once went to this dentist by where I live. Now, as a kid, I didn’t have the best oral health, so I was going in for a root canal. I had been to this dentist before for fillings and cleanings and stuff, but on that particular day, my dentist was out of town, so I got a different one. Now I go in and sit down, she introduces herself, whatever, that whole thing. After that, she gives me the novacaine, which is one of the parts only because of the damn needle they have to shove in your damn mouth. So it starts to make my mouth numb as usual, only this time something was a little off. I noticed that I could still feel the area around my tooth she would be working on. I tried to tell her, but she waved me off saying that I was imagining it. Then the drill came out. She told me that if I felt any pain to raise my hand, and that’s what I did almost as soon as she started drilling. And I shit you not, she put my hand down and told me that I shouldn’t be feeling it, and to stop lying. It is, to this day, the most painful thing I have ever experienced in my life. Pure, unrelenting, pain. The thing was too, that she didn’t even finish, they had to the rest of it another time. From that point on, I LOATHED going to the dentist, and I still flinch whenever I hear that damn high pitched drill noise. So yeah, fuck that dentist chick.
relationships are like glass. sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together….
not friends, not enemies, just strangers with memories.
i didn’t know you were going to fuck me up this bad…
i can’t stop thinking about you and it’s fucking killing me inside ⏳):
Why must I be the one to carry the information that there are people who genuinely want to screw Ronald McDonald-
Me:[waiting for my order]
Worker:[yells my order number but forgets my cookie]
Me:“he’s probably going to get it soon”
Anxiety:“but what if he forgot? Or what if you didn’t order one? And your just standing there looking stupid waiting for nothing?
Anxiety:"your gunna be so humiliated if you ask where your cookie is and they say you didn’t order one!
Anxiety:"you’ve been awkwardly standing there for over a minute already, it’s been too long, just go.
Me:"I can just ask if they forgot my cookie”
Anxiety:“no I’m not going to let you embarrass yourself”
Worker:“are you waiting for another order?”
Anxiety:“GET OUT OF THERE”
Me:“no, I was just leaving”
that’s how anxiety can ruin and make you overthink the most simplest things…I just wanted a fucking cookie :(
Hey you on the other side of the mighty Internet!
I know i haven’t been communicating with you allot publicly but i have been talking with allot of you guys privately threw messages and that made me think. Not only have many of you come to me for advice, but you also offered me help. That is when I noticed that there is a massive demand for communication within this community. So i started talking to my girlfriend about it. We both have been dealing with different mental illnesses for most of our young adulthood years. That means that we both still haven’t figured out what helps us. We know that doctors, therapists and medication are not gonna help us in long-term. But we are also both frustrated with people telling us we are lazy or that we just need to take a “chill pill”. People that haven’t felt the emptiness, anxiety, rage, loneliness,… that we experience, telling us what we should do to feel better or that we are just exaggerating.
That being said, we came up with an idea and started working on it. Now that we have come far enough, we decided to tell you what the idea is about.Hopefully, you will see it as something that could either help you with your problem or help other people in the future. Or maybe you just consider our products cool and would like to help us help others. Any kind of help is appreciated either way.
Without further ado, let us present FUCK2EVEYTHING!
We know what you might be thinking. Fuck2everything? Are you kidding me? But if you think about it that should be our life motto. Do what you want, not what others what you to do. Do not try to live up to anyone’s expectations but your own. But also with a controversial name like that we are going to get more people interested in it and because of that educated about it.
So what are we trying to do here is to get people that have mental illnesses or people that really know what it’s like and get us to stand up for this community, educate others about what it’s like and tell them that it is real and kicking. More and more people on this planet have a hard time in this cruel world and we need to start realising it and do something about it.
The fact is that everyone is different. Mental illness is a very complicated thing and everyone is going to have a different approach to dealing with it. There is no pill or a definite thing that is going to help you. But with help from other people there is allot more that you can do, try and eventually find out what helps you.
That is why our main intent is to create a community where everyone can gather and help each other out.
For starters, we designed a T-shirt with our logo on it.A way for you to support the concept, become a part of the community as well as get something in return.
The idea is that once you wear the T-shirt, you put yourself out there and find those who you can relate to. It is much easier to talk to someone who understands what you are going through. We hope that the T-shirt will bring a sense of community and make sharing and helping each other that much easier.
Unfortunately, in today’s world, an idea like ours needs a solid financial background.
Patrion is for people that don’t want to put themselves out there just yet or are afraid that they won’t know how to help other people one on one but still want to help this community and idea to grow.
So we would like to encourage you to help us build this community with spreading the word. And help us financially with buying the T-Shirts in representation of our community.
Our Etsy: https://www.etsy.com/shop/Fck2everything?ref=l2-shopheader-name
Our Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/fuck2everything
Our Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/fck2everything/
The Creator of our logo: Kaja Hohnjec
Her Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/off_the_paper/
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if you are feeling suicidal please please please message me, I am here for anybody that needs somebody to talk to. Keep fighting and do not give up. I believe in you and I care.
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It is okay to cry but if something s bothering you please talk to somebody. i am here if you need somebody to talk to.
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You are not alone. There is always somebody out there. If you ever feel alone please message me. I am here for you.
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The shit just hit the fan. I am jobless and I officially have pneumonia. Life currently sucks! Stay safe folks!
