can someone be my buddy, just someone i can talk to about anything going on

i’m back and definetly not doing better than ever

last few days have been on my period and been having a hard few days

i wish i can go back and to tell myself to stop eating.

day 4: felt so drained today, woke up at 6 cause i had a class at 8 and then my first meal was at 1 and testerday i had dinner around 8pm, so that means i technically did a 17 hour fast¿?¿

wow i didn’t know it was that long until now and ngl i feel pretty great about that. haven’t done a fast in ages, let alone one that lasted that long

oh ya and today was the first time that i had a single-serve meal and i was full after it!! like full to the point that when i was asked if i wanted seconds i said no right away!! like usually i would say yes, then realize taht i shouldn’t and then decline later. but today’s reaction was so quick i felt so good!!!

so today was a very good day

not sure if this will help anyone, but a small little trick that i use to help me go to sleep faster when i’m hungry: i drink so much water til the point that my stomach hurts and then i fall asleep faster cause u sleep faster on a full stomach.

idrk is that made any sense but ya

Anyway I have a mom bod and I’m only 19 :))))

not me, returning AGAIN, to ED tumblr

this changed a lot for me.

gave me SO much motivation to become skinny

(credit: @ on tiktok = dopeboydey)

i know this is probably bad for me

but it feels FUCKING GOOD to be back !!!

to be REALLY honest with all of you,

i need alcohol without calories

my throat really hurts from purging, PLEASE does anyone have a tip to make it better?