#anoressic
0. crave attention and human touch like nothing else
1. think that everyone who shows you the tiniest amount of affection is in love with you
2. remember that you’re aromantic and everything romance related makes you highly uncomfortable
3. make elaborate fantasies about people who were kind to you once probably only because they’re decent people
4. feel embarrassed
5. push away everyone who is actually deeply interested in you because they would be disappointed if they actually knew you and you’re ugly and fat naked anyways
+1 suffer eternally
suspiciously specific
i’m back and full of questions
at first why is it so hard to not eat while on holiday?
second
will my cheeks ever not be chubby?
thanks
having my pictures taken for my new id card is the best and only acceptabe kind of fatspo
i’m not eating ever again
i’m literally willing to die for getting rid of my fat cheeks
i really feel like fixing my mindset today
i’m gonna try only eating when i’m really hungry instead of at times i set up for myself and not obsessing around it but obviously staying in the low cal range
naturally skinny mindset here i come /lol i feel so delusional/
today is my birthday i’m turning 17 cals are on me today
i’m back at 55.8 which is both good and bad at the same time lol
i just want to get myself together again
next week i’m starting a new sport - pole dancing exactly - with my best friend i’m so excited about it
i’m leaving for Florence on friday it’s gonna be great
nov 01
workout: done
studying: not yet
i maintained in october completely but my mindset haven’t been this fucked up like ever
no sweets november
no eating outside the house november
no eating between meals november
working out every day november
actually losing weight november????
my goal for november is getting in the 52 range lol
gotta change layout and do cute accountability posts
trudno wytrzymac jeden dzien fasta, ale po takim jednym dniu jestem w stanie nie jesc tydzien
to zabawne, nic nie potrafie zrobic dobrze ani na nic nie mam sily
mhmm motywacja (teraz 52kg)
47kg - kupie trylogie
45kg - ubrania
43kg - pofarbuje wlosy
Zaraz wakacje, a ja nadal wygladam i czuje sie chujowo
I will do better
Not Me
COLLARSBONES COULD CUT DIAMONDS
this is what I want. Collarbones are hot.
I will have collarbones that cut diamonds
I will have collarbones that cut diamonds
I will have collarbones that cut diamonds
(If you struggle with an eating disorder and are in recovery please block me. I am not pro eating disorder I just have a different understanding)
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❣️Yabs
edblr please stop making sick people sicker and treat your own ed’s please i know it’s hard but there’s more to life than counting calories i know because i’ve been there and if i can do it i know in my heart you can
