That bot really be trying to make me feel better, like ha imma feel better when my thigh dont triple in size when I sit down

Tricked my parents into buying me some monster energy by telling them I need them so i can stay awake after school

Imagine having a panic attack because you cant get to the last beltloop, couldn’t be me

Took me this long th realise that my mother, “wanting the best for me” was really just fat shaming, who knew

Not me being to scared to cook one egg white and wrapping it in a bowl with cling film to have later even tho I no I wont

I hate my rib cage so much, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I look fat in all of my clothes cuz of it

I hate my calves, no matter how little I eat, they are still giant, sometimes I just wanna cut the fat off

I can’t stand my thighs, they are already big and then when I sit down, boom I never let my thigh touch the chair when I’m in public

I just had a panic attack while in line buying food and put everything back and I can’t tell if it was from my ed or social anxiety

I realised that one of the main reasons I love school is that I can starve easier there and I dont have a pantry full of free food the gorge myself on

im so tired of mental illness being a trend and a competition. i never feel skinny enough or sick enough. that’s a struggle in itself and then it becomes a trend?? my struggles are not your newest fad. my struggles are not for you to laugh about. you all want mental illness until your parents are crying and asking you if you meant it. until you start doing things you don’t mean out of impulse. until it gets “ugly” for you. so please, think about who your jokes are affecting.

cold skin

faded lips

and the pill bottle in my hand

wishing i could go back

because ive realized

i never wanted this

If you are struggling in quarantine, reach me at [email protected] for me to write a positive letter to you! I won’t give a return address, but I’m willing to write to you<3

thinbitchsadbitch:

I fucking hate people that say “omg you need to eat!!” And then in the next breath say “wow you look so pretty now you’ve lost weight!!” which is it BITCH

Me: *tries to talk about my emotions so I can cope with it a little better*

My friends: *completely ignore me every time I try to open up*

Me: ok then time to go back to destroying my body to cope, thanks guys

Imagine actually reaching your goals instead of losing and gaining the same 5 pounds all the damn time

Couldn’t be me

Anyone else have designated ‘crying while body checking’ songs or is that just me…?

Lmao why do people follow me I’m just a sad bitch with food issues

Haha a teacher just saw me scrolling on ed tumblr ahaha

Fuck

When you disappear for a while and stop giving a fuck and now your to scared to step on the scale

So Iv been wanting to get a tattoo to cover my self harm scars but I kinda want it to be ed related so can yall give me some ideas?

Tumblr just hits different on a computer