It’s not that the strong have no fear. It’s that the strong attack their fears.

Rex Reginae

“I realized that I want to be a warrior. I want to be Athena. The goddess who fought for herself, who had a ‘manly’ body and still loved herself. Who is known as the most courageous warrior. I don’t want to be Aphrodite anymore, I want to be a warrior. I want to be Athena.”

- g.d (become another warrior goddess, become Athena)

Shout out to the women who can be strong and independent without needing to bring down men (or other women).  If you have to bring down someone else in order for you to succeed, then you’re not really succeeding. 

Christmas is coming

Christmas can be wonderful, but, for some, Christmas is a cold reminder of family trauma and sadness. While the idea of the family getting together for the holidays is sweet and charming, we must remember that some of us have very toxic family members. I encourage everyone to make choices that will benefit your mental health and well being this holiday season. Whether you’re leaving toxic family members behind or creating beneficial boundaries, make the choice for yourself despite how you think they will feel. And if you know of someone who is distancing themselves from their family, please do not pressure them into changing their mind for the sake of “holiday spirit”. Every family is different, and we should respect their choice to make boundaries or leave toxicity behind.

I’m at this part of growing up where life really shows it’s unpredictability. It has gave me so many obstacles to face and I’m genuinely having a rough time. It’s effecting me in every way possible. Take this time to help those you love that are going through a rough time. They may feel so alone and that no one understands them but there’s always someone who gets it. I’m trying my hardest to stay strong and i hope you are too.

On my way to more minimalist lifestyle…

… and I bought second onesie

Of course pre-owned from someone who didn’t want to keep it. My pyjama is completely worn out and I became to hate sleeping wearing it. And the second onesie is used by me as party costume, I rarely sleep in it.

I doubt if I’ll become a minimalist someday. Or a true zero waster. But I swear I’m trying to live more sustainably and I’m doing best I can do.

At this point in my life I’m in continuous confusion and I must face many stressful events in the next few months. More and more often I feel anxious and alone with problems. Sometimes I even feel suicidal.

But I know it will get better.

;)

Be Strong, Be Confident, Always Be Feminine

I hope you never forget…

Never wish them pain, because you’re better than that.

One day you’ll look back at these rough days

and you’ll realize how stronger you’ve become.

How smarter you’ve become.

Bad moments exist to forge you into something unbreakable,

into something your younger self will be proud of.

So cry your heart out if you need, punch the walls if you need.

Just remember that the phoenix needs to burn first.

“I am here in this moment,

brave, strong, & blessed.

Miracles are on the horizon,

& good things are already here.

SO MAY IT BE AND SO IT IS.”

Shawn Fontaine