#brokenheart
My heart is now in million pieces like Shikon jewel… I still can’t believe this is happening… Tears just keeps falling. This was my nightmare and I really wasn’t expecting this to happen so soon… How I was crying and jumping for happiness just while ago because of the Yashahime dub news and now… I cried, when I read after I watched Inuyasha first time this year, that Koji died couple of years ago. And now, I know I can’t watch Inuyasha or Yashahime without crying anymore. I hope and prey so much, that Kirby will be Miroku in all Yashahime episodes… And if something bad happens to Miroku, my heart can’t take it. This is so unreal… I found anime on this year, it kind of saved my 2020 somehow. But these sad news keeps coming. Amazing voice is now silenced, but I’ll always hear them both, Kirby and Kōji in my head as Miroku. ♥️
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He found what he was looking for and I knew it wasn’t me.
I’m trying to be okay with that.
He told her to jump promising that he’d catch her but as soon as she started to fall he was already turning around.
Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.
My dad straight up told me to stop seeing my therapist. That I should just shove all of my bad feelings down and “put a lid on it”. I have never more clearly seen the way he fucked up my head.
Sound of my Broken Heart !!!!!
“I’m that person everyone replaces after a while.”
~ colorfulbiscuithandsdiplomat
I keep falling in love with impossibility. Falling for what I know I can’t have.
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No matter how much love I give out, my heart never received the same amount back.
So I’m left here lacking more and more love. Not just for others but mainly for my self.
07/03/2020
Anybody else stressing out about the fact that Tomorrow is Monday or is it just me ?
How do i explain it
How can i explain the feeling of being numb, the feeling of being dead when I’m alive, the feeling of believing I have no one by my side when in fact I do, the feeling of being unwanted and unloved when there are people that do love and want me.
How do I tell my loved ones, the people that should be the closest to me that I’m not feeling alright. That I feel lonely. Exhausted. Tired.
How do I tell them that I can’t talk to them because I feel like they don’t want to know. Like they don’t care.
What do I tell them when they ask me what exactly is wrong when I can’t even figure it myself.
I keep it to myself. It’s easier to fight against it alone than having to explain something I don’t understand. I don’t want to bother them or be a burden. So it’s just the best if I keep them out of my personal struggles. Out of my personal miserie.
I’m sorry.
Living has never been so difficult.
