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It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

As long as you’re under 18 and aren’t asking about weird or pervy shit please

Please please please watch out for this man, it’s obvious that he preys on underaged anorexic girls, I just want everyone to stay safe and keep yourself away from these weirdos

omg i just found out why my ex best friends dropped me! it’s because i was being too “negative” all the time (aka depressed and literally suicidal) and she didn’t want to deal with me! because it’s not her responsibility! (her exact words btw) But when she was “depressed” i would talk with her for 2+ hours on the phone to make her feel better. the other one dropped me because me and my family “treated her like a pet” ???? what does that even mean. does she mean when we drove to her house at 10 at night to pick her up because she was having a panic attack? or does she mean the trip i took her on for my birthday? maybe she means when we took care of her for a week when my mom cleaned up her dogs shit and piss all over the floor. It’s like i treat people with the utmost respect and love. then they treat me like i’m some disgusting freak of nature. :P

just asked my guy friend if he wants to hang out with me for the first time (as friends) and he said “ew never” he knows i have no other friends. not gonna eat for the next 3 days. that shit burned. i’m not even attracted to him or anything. i’m just that repulsive i assume.

10 Things I have in my room that just make sense

1) Five pound dumbbells cause my arms are horribly weak for how fat I am

2) A scale and measuring tape cause duh

3) A cute pink journal where I log my weight loss or gain for every day of the month (in cute gel pen uwu)

4) A bag of seaweed chip packages in my closet (20 Cals per package)

5) A sketch book that is slowly being taken over by thinsp0

6) A very long workout rubber band thing that has so much resistance I literally can’t stretch it

7) soo much water in case I need a snack

8) gum in case I need another snack

9) l@xitives for either constipation or…….anyways

10) last but not least: sadness it’s over flowing

I bought “Chinese” food to binge on since it binge day and tell me why I ate ¼ of it and got full. WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I CAN EAT THE FOOD IM NOT HUNGRY BUT WHEN I CANT MY STOMACH IS DOING THE CHA CHA SLIDE. This is bs. I’m mad now because I bought ice cream and I can’t even eat it now. Well maybe that’s good, maybe my stomach shrunk. IM STILL PISSED THO.

Just consider it re living childhood (even though Ik most of us had it or still have it ROUGH)

On a side note Ik exactly what I’m going to binge on, on Friday

I’m like 100 percent sure I can eat all of these. Thought I’m also like 99.9 percent sure I’ll purge these but whatever.

I feel like I should stop f@sting during the day and give myself a 12pm to 6pm eating window. I feel like being able to snack (eating when I need to so I’m not hungry) a little during the day will help me. I’m going to try that next week to see if it works.

I did this thing the other day where I put two laxatives in a cup of water to dissolve them. I then proceeded to make green tea with the water. As you can imagine that tea ran through my system with the speed of an Olympi@n . I don’t advise this but if you’re constipated or can’t take pills ig this will help.

Imagine having a hw of 120……..like what

120 is five pounds heavier than my gw

This is how it feels every time I purge. It’s not my money but I still feel bad. Like damn all that good……or not so good food down the shitter/sink/shower drain.

Have you guys tried skinny popcorn?? 43 CALORIES A CUP FOR THE WHITE CHEDDAR FLAVOR!!! I bought a bag but I won’t be able to try it until Friday or if I do really good with my workout and steps.

I’m doing omad this week. I’m trying to eat more fruit and fiber because constipation is not fun. I’ve been trying to not take laxatives so I took two weeks off of taking them.I bought this thing which isn’t a laxative but it helps. A downside of that is if I drink it on an empty stomach I literally projectile vomit.

Ps: I’m restricting. Also I don’t binge for both Friday and Saturday. I realized in the past if I don’t work my way down after my Friday binge I binge for the rest of the weekend .

I lost two pounds the other day because of my binge/ purge sessions but I’ve been the same weight a little too long for my liking so I’m going to do a 36 hour fast to try and break my plateau .

skinniminiaa:

Do it for the..

  • “You got skinny!”
  • “Wow I can fit my hand all the way around your wrist”
  • Jealous stares
  • Size XXS and 00
  • “You can sit on my lap since you’re obviously the lightest”
  • Beautiful in anything
  • “You’re so light!”
  • “I’ll give you a piggyback ride”
  • Confidence in dressing rooms
  • Bikini body
  • Dainty wrists
  • Hip bones
  • Collarbones that dip for days
  • Slender legs
  • Thigh gaps
  • “You look like a model!”
  • “How did you do it?”
  • ability to feel confident in your own skin

guess what!!! pro tip!!! its a lie!!!! :)))))

i has lost 1.6kg woo for some reason i cant update my cw *sigh*

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