#ed vent

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i have 3 days of school left and then im off on Wednesday for two weeks. i wanna see if i can go back visibly smaller. idk if it’ll show tbh.

jazz-hands-and-tea:

Okay what the fuck is wrong with people that makes them think its perfectly normal to tag triggering content with normal tags?

Like I’ve seen posts like “Just ate 400 calories now im gonna PURGE!!” and super low calorie diets tagged with shit like #aesthetic #grunge #selfie #meirl like.. no? The content we have in the ed hashtags is already triggering and harmful enough for the people that seek them out, and I can’t stand the thought of people being pulled into this community because of someone with an eating disorder using normal tags.


If you want to post ed memes, rants, etc, go ahead, but at least be thoughtful about it for fucks sake

I commented something like “yasss ana” on an OBVIOUSLY disordered meal as a joke and i got attacked by all these people saying to not make fun of people with eds… Pinterest does not get it

Ok so bc I’m under 200 I told my self that id like start doing more workouts and I’d go running and I hate it so much but I NEED to be skinny so

Yesterday i weighed in at 196 lbs which I thought was weird bc I was 199 lbs the day before and today I got my period and I was 204??!?!???? I need a better scale

the line between an ed and the pinterest ‘healthy’ gym babe life is very thin for me

im trying to stop using sex as a form of self harm / sabotage but then when i do that i have to eat bc that’s my other form of self sabotage

200 LBS TODAY!!!! WHO ELSE IS

my weight graph

the line is the progress i’m supposed to be at

goal weight is 150

i’ve been at 202 for like two weeks but the last two days i was 206

im afraid all i need is the waif body type

I NEEED Brandy Melville clothes bc they make me feel skinny

im so close to being under 200 lbs who else is CRYING RN???

like a month ago i like fell off and started gaining weight but a few weeks ago I started trying to lose weight again and now im at my lowest weight ever YEAHHH

ok so I had these jeans I got last year in march and they literally didnt even button but I tried them on yesterday and they were loose. who else crying rn

looking at pictures of an old relationship is sad

but have you looked at pictures from hen you weighed less?

no matter what i do

no matter who surround myself with

i always end up with a diet soda in my hands

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