#sad thoughts
I always wondered why flowers bloom,
Fragile and living for only short time.
I have realized now—
Maybe, to make a difference,
A big one.
I don’t have energy anymore to make someone stay who doesn’t want to.
I have come to realize that you can’t make someone stay in your life if they don’t want to.
No pleading and begging and crying will give someone a reason to stay when they have decided to leave.
you can’t be home for someone just because they stay for few moments.
You were my yellow paint.
You used to reach for me in your sleep.
slicing my skin to a shred
imagining what life would be like if i were dead
they say it’s all in my head
but i’ll never be what i want to
and no sad song can fully reveal what i’ve been through
When you think how fun would it be to live in the 20s.
The music, the dance clubs, the parties, the random friends that you could make in a minute.
But then you remember how harsh would it be if you weren’t white and straight .
And that’s on reading “The Great Gatsby”
I still feel the pain of how silly it was to think we could stand against time.
~Sinking~
They say a soul weighs merely grams at death;
However, this cannot be true for me,
For every time a person loses life
While breathing, souls do seem to sink in waves:
.
The composition of this silent sea
Is suffocating foam and reaching ropes
Of seaweed tearing at my lungs and feet.
A tide of pain and memory so dark
Do follow not too far behind my eyes
And pull me down from deep within my past.
.
They say a soul weighs merely grams at death;
However, this cannot be true for me,
For drowning of my mind and being comes
From waves of loss that sink within the soul.
.
~Reigh Lynne
Oh , sad little woodpecker
Warusa bakari no uddopekka
Kyou mo ana ake
Moriboro darake
okotta uddo godo
Kuchibashi wo doku ni kaeta
Komatta uddopekka
Su ana ga doku ni
gohan mo doku ni
Tomodachi ni furereba shinubakari
Kanashinda uddopekka
Doku no namida ga kira kira hikaru
.
.
.
Feliz Natal
Alexa Demie
Sydney Sweeney
“Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn’t know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know”
“Thank you for letting me go, because I wouldn’t have walked away”
You used to tell me you loved me
Yet you showed me otherwise
Now I can’t trust anyone
I keep thinking they all lie
“…You’ll be dancing once again and the pain will end…”
ABBA
A veces,
por las noches,
todavía te pienso
antes de dormir.
Sosem fogok senkire úgy tekinteni mint rád. Hiába döntötted romokba a lelkem, akkor is szeretlek és szeretni is foglak.
~nightskyblue
