#sadnees
Monsters are real, ghosts are real too. They live inside of us & sometimes they win..
-stephen king
the way you look at her is the way I wish you looked at me….
I feel so alone even when surrounded by people. Pain go away please.
im broken. and yet you still run to her.
my anxiety fucks up everything I do..
she’s the type of girl that can be so hurt, but can still look at you and smile.
“don’t take life too seriously, it’s not like your getting out alive.”
-joker
if you loved me, why did you leave me?
i like to be alone. but I hate being lonely…
the person who made me the happiest hurt my feelings the most
“smile, bc it confuses people. smile, bc it’s easier than explaining what is killing you inside.”
- joker
a broken heart is the worst, it’s like having broken ribs, nobody can see it, but it hurts every time you breathe..
MY ANXIETY IS KILLING ME.
Deep inside she knew who she was, and that person was smart, and kind, and often funny. But somehow her personality always got lost somewhere between her heart and her mouth, and she found herself saying the wrong thing or, more often, nothing at all.
…..
It’s never good enough, never okay
I’m so pale, but they still seem to not see
I’m not there, I’m not here, I wish I wasn’t anywhere
I can’t help but ruin things
The more I love, the more I hate
I can’t just say what’s in my head
“They’d be better if I wasn’t here”
I wish I didn’t exist, but I still breathe
I wish I could sleep, but nothing is what it seems
I wish I could try, but maybe I should just leave,
Would anyone follow me?
If I showed you what’s underneath, would you still trust me?
if I told you what I’ve seen, would you love me?
You’ve been at peace, and can’t conceal what I hear
But I am war, I am blood, mystery, wind and all the water is stuck
Maybe my blood is not pure, don’t come close
I know I don’t have what you think I have, I’m not what you’re looking for
I’m just an archetype, you don’t know my soul.
Fatico a dormire, un pensiero mi tiene sveglio
-Mostro,Memorie di uno sconfitto pt.2
