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I work at Chipotle, and I get free meal every day. To be honest, it’s a very exhausting and physical job. I need to eat at least something, or I’ll literally faint while working. What should I get in my bowl to keep it low cal? I can put as little in as I want but I need to have at least something. Probably definitely avoid rice, right? Is black or pinto beans less calories or maybe just no beans? For meat I get a half of scoop of sofrita (tofu), or just a half a scoop of avocado. Please help

I’ve just realized I usually relapse at the start of a manic episode so that’s fun lmao

Sorry I’ve been gone for so long, I’ve been having a tough time recently but, I’m back now lol and I’ll be back to posting as normal

I was just reading the can of my monster and it says to not drink it to replace food and to not to have more than one a day so that’s not good

Legitimately thinking of picking up vaping or smoking because I heard it suppresses your appetite.. this is a new low lmfaooo

I wish I didn’t feel the need to stop eating the week before my birthday, so that I can eat cake and still feel guilty about it but, here we are

I got my braces wire tightened today cause, my orthodontist opened and, am I gonna use it as an excuse not to eat? You fuckin bet!!

Forgot to log today but, I just had a couple veggie sushi’s and an iced coffee about 560 cals total anyway to the point of this posts lmao, does anybody else kinda want to go to the hospital or a psych ward cause, you could leave all your responsibilities and get away from your life or, am I just crazy???

cw: 116lbs weight left to lose: 16lbs

yesterday and the day before i was supposed to be fasting and still ate so i’m gonna try my best not to eat at all until i go back to my dads

i’m gonna start putting my cw and how much i need to lose on all of my posts to keep me motivated so CW: 119.6 9.6 to GW

i had to stay at my dads for an extra weekend and somehow i still maintained so i’m gonna try not to eat again this week and hopefully drop 5 pounds

i’ve been fasting since sunday and today i woke up 3.8 pounds lighter and i’m really happy about it but i’m going to my dads tomorrow instead of sunday like i usually do so i’m really scared to gain everything back

i had coffee, diet coke, and an energy drink today on an empty stomach cause i forgot i bought a drink so i was like hmm i should buy a drink and i did it twice and now i’m super paranoid cause i’ve had three caffeinated beverages on an empty stomach in one day lmao fuck

my mom bought a bunch of junk food but she also bought a bunch of safe foods and that really made me realize its up to me if i want to be skinny or not

i’m at my moms and i’m planning on fasting all week wish me luck lmao

Tw: mention of Ed behaviours and restriction

Breakfast: 0 cals

Lunch: subway veggie delight 230

Supper: pita pit regular garden 439

Snack: I tried not to have a snack but I caved and I’m really upset with myself but toast 207 cals

I’m not doing super great rn so these probably won’t be everyday anymore sorry

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