ana after i “recover” for a while:

LEGSPO HOLY SHIT

).( goals

some collarbone thinspo for you

some of my fav dress thinspo

i’m literally so fucking fat and ugly

k thanks bye

do it for……

✨ S U M M E R ✨

my thighs are a hate crime

being able to change your cw in ur bio is euphoric ✨

y’all ever tell someone about ur ed and immediately regret it?!

ig: stefani_mohort

Would y’all be interested in me posting some of the stuff I learn from therapy? I know a lot of us don’t have access to this kinda stuff and I’m a big advocate for talk therapy in certain situations. It’s helped me learn about myself and it’s made life easier to get through.

I just started up therapy again and my therapist is really damn good. I had my second session today and had THREE “Aw shit that’s why my brain does the thing” moments. It’s been v nice.

If you think that’s be something you’d want to show up on your dash like, once a week then interact or drop a like on this post❤️

I went shopping today with my friend and it was good cause I got to do lots of walking however she wanted to get chips for lunch and because she’s aware of my recovery, I couldn’t really refuse without raising suspicions of a relapse so yeah…. already over my calorie limit and my parents are still cooking dinner tonight the universe is not letting me relapse in peace ffs

Go follow my extra tumblr account: @skinnyxkuromi

Just in case ;)

TW

7:51 AM (heyyy it’s me at schooool) Anyways I wanna rant so that’s what ima do. My cousin pities himself a bit too much. Little inconveniences like his earbuds breaking make his day automatically “bad” and he also thinks that every body no matter who it is should take his mental health seriously.

I agree with most things said yet the way he goes about it isn’t good behavior. He’s a bit dramatic and will just sit an talk about how awful his life is while the only things that happen to him are minor inconveniences…

Maybe it’s because I’ve learned to not pity myself. And I’ve I’ve faced the reality of people not caring or taking mental illness seriously. Many are misinformed about all types of mental illness. But my cousin get upset and throws tantrums over it… he’s a senior in high school and very immature for his age….

Maybe I’m being inconsiderate or dumb, I understand people deal with mental illness differently but Idk….

Tw:

It 1:41AM :) and I’ve realized I’ve been barely trying to recover. I won a brownie because I wrote the best short story in class and I had a mini panic attack because I didn’t wanna eat it but I also won it and it’d be rude if I didn’t… I ended up giving it to my friend :/

TW:

Sorry I’ve been inactive for awhile. We (mother dearest and I) moved my aunt and cousin in since my mom and stepdad are getting divorced and mom can’t afford bills. I also tried recovering again and now I hate my body even moreee. I’m pretty sure I’m gonna crack and relapse, but I’ll let ya know.

I’m bitches….

So my dad pissed me off while we were watching a movie and so I decided to go downstairs and sit in the couch and now I’ve been down here for a few hours lmao…

TW//Rant Fasting Mention And Stuff:

I honestly eat too much at my house… I’m so good at fasting when I’m at my grandmas house because I don’t like eating food that wasn’t personally bought for me soooooooo yea… but my dad visits while I’m there and I think he’s catching on to my Ed.

Fun School Rant:

Today I started to decide what classes I’m gonna take next year based on what career I want to pursue and so I was like “I wanna be an archeologist or anthropologist!” And turns out I have to do the advanced classes to be able to that so I’m gonna un-alive myself.

I feel like I’ve ate a lot recently but I’ve lost a good amount of weight in the last week…. what is happening

I’m currently on the school bus and a kid keeps yelling tommyinnit…. I hate children, they ruin everything

My cousin just said I was being a ‘Kyle’ because I drink monster

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( I’ll probably not follow everybody, tbh I only follow ppl who actually post and are active and stuff….)

Calories today: 830 (it was one meal )

Note: I get bloated every time I eat and I hate it so today I ate once at lunch and then decided to go the rest of the day without anything.

I feel bloated and I only ate at lunch…. ima die ✌️

My mom told me I shouldn’t eat all the time, I literally don’t…. omfg

Mom: *literally says nothing*

Me: “DO YOU THINK IM FAT?!”

I just remember on Tuesday I picked some Easter flowers for my mom and she didn’t care lol. She’s like super depressed, idk why and I kinda accidentally told her she’s the reason I have issues…

I’m getting a puppy!!! Idk what to name her tho… if you want you should give me suggestions ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

I hate how my brain thinks that I’ll automatically see a difference after only two days of restricting… ughhhhh

Grocery list:

Dum Dum Suckers: 20 cal per sucker

Lifesaver Mints: 40 cal per 5 pieces

Extra Mint gum: 5 cal per stick

(I put them in the freezer) Grapes: 3.4 cal in one single grape

Progresso light soup: 130 cal per can

Dole fruit bars: 90 cal

Gerber puffs cereal snack: 25 cal per 60 pieces

Quaker rice cakes: 60 cal per one rice cake

Diet coke: 0 cal

Pickles: 0 cal

Cauliflower steamer bag: 20 cal per cup