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Go get this little coraline soup cup from hot topic!! Its small and so is the spoon so you will get less but feel full faster! And it’s cute~

@diaryofarexi

Fri, 29 Nov 2019 17:14:14

500 followers?!?!? Oh god ok here we go…

I am not pro shit!

I am surprised by how many people are following me and I just hope everyone here sees me as relatable and just trying to cope. To all of my followers I’m so sorry for the shit we gotta go through but I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YALL! If yall wanna dm and rant about binging hella ya I’ll rant with you! If u wanna tell me your thinking/going through recovery TELL ME!! I’ll hype you the fuck up!! I am not here to promote ed shit but I am here to make sure no one goes through it alone.

@diaryofarexi

Fri, 29 Nov 2019 03:19:01

She’s Baaaaaack

Well kinda so I’m not really recovered but defently not as bad as I was and saying that I’m doing my best to try and not get back to where I was. I’m eating healthy and I’m still not happy with my weight, I’m scared to weigh my self, I do throw up every now and then, and calories are still the death of me… I still want to lose weight but I’m trying not to go to low (but theirs still somthing in the back of my brain telling me to starve) idk when I’m at but It not good but not terrible.

Anyways

Heres some life updates

I’m in culinary school to be a pastry chef
I got a boyfriend
I’m almost 20
I live on my own now
I still hate my self

#anamia #anirexia #anorexii

@diaryofarexi

Wed, 02 Jun 2021 14:36:05

i’ve been fasting more lately and binging less and i am starting to feel a little more in control of my eating but overall really worried i’m gonna binge again its been 4 days minus my wine binge yesterday.