#starve
This isn’t a meme, I think I might actually have a problem
„And one thing that I love and hate the most is people always change, but the memories don‘t. And lately I can‘t even eat. Lately I‘ve been feeling ill. When you cannot sleep at night, that‘s when you know shit is real. You don’t even need a gun, you don’t even need a pill. If you ever wanna die, fall in love and you‘ll get killed.
- Hello | Anth
Let’s Learn About Our Metabolism!
Recently I haven’t been able to stop worrying about the dreaded “starvation mode”, and that I wasn’t doing enough to speed my metabolism up… So I looked into it, and I learned a lot of very interesting things! Mainly that a lot of the things I thought I knew about my metabolism was completely backwards, so let’s talk about it! :)
NOTE: I AM NOT AN EXPERT! I just did some basic research and want to share what I found.
As always, all sources used are at the bottom of the post.
So,, what even IS my metabolism?
The word metabolism refers to the chemical processes that go on continuously inside the body in order to to keep you alive and maintain homeostasis. This takes energy to do, which is measured in kilojoules (kJ)
These chemical processes can broadly be divided into 2 groups: catabolism (breaking down food), and anabolism (building repairing our body).
So again: “metabolism” is not a SPECIFIC chemical process, but rather the term we use when talking about ALL of the chemical processes your body uses to keep you alive.
Wait but now I’m confused… I thought my metabolism is what controlled how fast I burn what I eat??
It is! It’s just a bit more complicated. Your body turns food into energy, and uses that energy to function. Any extra energy the body takes in is stored (mostly as fat). Your body’s metabolic rate (or total energy expenditure) is divided into 3 parts:
Basal Metabolic Rate (BMR)
This is the energy you use to keep all the body’s systems functioning correctly (including breathing, keeping your heart beating, adjusting hormone levels, and growing/repairing cells)
Your BMR accounts for 50-80% of your body’s daily energy usage, and seems to be what people are usually referring to when they talk about “speeding up” or “slowing down your metabolism”
Thermogenesis (Thermic effect of food)
This is the energy your body uses to digest food and drink, and to absorb, transport, and store nutrients.
Thermogenesis accounts for 5-10% of your body’s daily energy expenditure.
Energy used during physical activity
This refers to energy used by physical activity. this includes planned exercise like biking, running, walking, swimming, etc; and all incidental activity like moving from room to room and even fidgeting!
This one really varies from person to person, but for a person who has about 30 minutes of moderate-intensity physical activity a day, physical activity accounts for about 20% of daily energy use.
So basically, a lot of people use the term “metabolism” when they are talking about how many calories their body burns just living when they should really be using the term “BMR”.
And when people say things like “the daily recommended calories for an average adult is 2,000” they are saying that the average person’s metabolic rate uses about 2,000 calories worth of energy a day! that’s kinda crazy, right?
Ok cool, so can the “speed” of my Metabolic Rate change?
Yes! Kinda.
You see, Thermogenesis is out of your control, and your BMR can kinda be affected by different things you can do, but as far as I know the changes are not significant. And you can increase your physical activity to burn up more calories to, but I get the feeling you guys know that ;)
Your BMR is the only one of these that is both in your control, and not. It’s calculated using your sex, age, hight, and weight; but is affected by things like starving (decrease in up to 15%), caffeine (small increase), and even the temp of your environment.
Unfortunately, there is no magic thing we can do to just make our bodies use significantly more calories for our BMR. We CAN try to maximise our BMR by doing strength training (muscle requires way more energy to maintain than fat), and by “high restricting” or planning some high calorie days to help prevent your BMR from slowing due to lack of food!
A quick note for my fellow nonbinary and trans peeps: There is plenty of research out there that shows that your “biological sex” matters less than your “hormonal sex” when calculating your BMR. this is because most BMR calculations look for lean body mass vs fat cause they require different amounts of energy to maintain, and women are more likely to have more body fat (there are many reasons for this, but I won’t be going into it today).
So you can do a couple of things:
1) If you have not taking hormones, then you can calculate using your AGAB (assigned gender at birth)
2) If you ARE taking hormones, or are “fully transitioned” then you could calculate using “male” if your taking T, and “female” if you are taking E. If your microdosing or your transition is incomplete then you could calculate twice (once with male, and once with female) and average the 2 numbers
3) You could look for calculators that DONT include the gender question! they exist! The Katch-McArdle Formula for calculating your BMR does not have the gender question.
That was a lot, can you summarize it?
Absolutely!
TLDR: “metabolism” is an umbrella term for “everything your body does that requires energy.
Your metabolic rate (aka how much energy your body uses) is determined by 3 parts: thermogenesis, BMR, and physical activity.
Thermogenesis is out of your control
BMR is affected by your actions to an extent, but you can’t "speed it up” to use more calories. It can be slowed down if your body feels it needs to conserve energy because you aren’t eating enough, an it can slow down by 15%
Physical activity is totally in your control (for abled body people anyway, I know physical activity is different for everyone). The more you move, the more energy your body uses, and the more calories your burn
As always, I love you all, drink some water, and stay safe <3
-dismal
Sources (I encourage you all to read as they go more in-depth and are easy reads)
Metabolism and weight loss - Mayo Clinic
Can you boost your metabolism? - Medlineplus.org
Nutritional needs, transfolk and biological sex - old blog post
I’ve stopped eating. And no one has even noticed….
Anybody have C Cup or higher boobs at their starting weight? Did they decrease in size as you lost weight or are they the same size as before?
When I was losing more frequently i noticed my bras were spacey but nothing too noticeable. I’m scared I’m gonna get to my goal weight and still have these gabonzas on my chest and it’s gonna make my back problems worse.
Yellow thinspo
home is an empty stomach, weak knees, and getting high off your own panic attacks.
self-care is letting yourself cry till your head hurts, and you’ve gone mostly numb from staying in the same position for too long, then standing up and getting yourself some fucking microwavable rice.
i had a 200 cal mini pizza thing ( i fasted for 36 hours before that ) and now im fasting until my god sister leaves tomorrow so ye wish me luck and 350 cal rice cakes 550
cw : 134.7 lbs
I was going to fast for a full 24 hours but realized if I didn’t eat before work I wouldn’t be much use so I caved and had 7 chicken nuggets (145 calories) and a Pepsi (150) so I kinda feel like a failure :’(
Today: 295
Fast:17.9 hours
Was feeling shaky this morning so I had an egg and half a piece of toast. Didn’t really want to eat but I had to work today so I didn’t want to risk passing out or anything
Future book title about my life:
Too drunk to care that I’m starving
I will not.
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Eat.
