#heartbreak

Oh,

sweet memory,

the icy blade between my

bones.

Oh, sweet love,

the ailment lingering in my

blood.

Oh, sweet agony,

burning through my

lungs.

Oh, sweet lover,

lost from me

forever.

Oh, sweet sadness:

eternal companion and

penance.

And I am begging:

Don’t do this to him

(Don’t do this to yourself).

His end is not just his own.

Land of two setting suns.

Drink my daydreams of

us

from my

shivering

belly button.

Let me clasp my hands around you and

hold your

venomous maw

against my womb.

Beloved betrayer.

Erstwhile naysayer.

Dearest love,

I am

devoted

to you and your

damnation.

That poison from that cracked rock -

I drank it, too.

I drank it, too.

It hurts beyond measure to give your all to someone, to care, to fall, to entrust pieces of yourself over and over again, just to have those parts taken, devoured, then dumped; to be forgotten. To essentially be told: You meant nothing. You are nothing.

I am so ugly.

I am so fat.

I disgust myself.

You taught me what true love actually felt like. Then you refused to give it to me.

Also wasn’t ready for the scene she went from what a cranky gal to MY LIL SWEET SUGAR PLUM..

don’t go…

a goal of mine is to love someone and be loved enough to actually relate to 505. like atm i’m vibing with it but i want to truly feel the depths of aching that comes along with loving someone

I said this was for the best,

But I know

If I see you again

I’ll go running back to your arms.

-b.m.

You’re worth the distance that will be between us,

But not if you’re already distant while we’re so close.

b.m.

I’m tired of explaining why I act in the ways I do, or why my heart beats in the way that it does. How are we able to open up the depths of our souls to people and then one day eventually move on and forget them forever? As if we were two strangers in the world who’d forever keep each other’s deepest secrets?

I said I wanted my HAIR played with not my FEELINGS but ok

What a silly thought

to think that the point of a relationship

is to be forever.

I have had forevers last six months

and forevers last two years

and still they run through my veins

as lessons

as experiences

as growth.

Never minimize a relationship as a failure

just because it has completed its’ course

edenlyrics:

“You don’t care if I’m still bleeding.”

- icarus, EDEN

I’ll take things i wish I said to my family for $200 alex

purplebuddhaquotes:

“I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.”

—

Elizabeth Gilbert

I said something similar to someone I used to love. “No matter what” has changed a great deal since. I miss loving her. But I never will again. Goodbye Hannah

and-valium-said-to-me:

I chose drugs over life.

~I sold my soul and now theres no going back

I lost my life when I lost my daughter, I lost my love when I lost my wife, I lost myself when I died and reawoke to nothing left. The only thing that has never left me, abandoned me, or made me feel like I wasn’t good enough was drugs. And I’d be a hypocritical ass if I just up and left drugs behind. They’ll be with me until the end. And only death will separate us.

junkxfuck:

“you CAN buy happiness. it’s called drugs.”

— (via certaindark)

At least it simulates happiness.

loviely:

raise ur hand if You’re tryin real hard but it’s gettin worse n worse evryday

I’m losing this fight. And I don’t want to continue.

onlinecounsellingcollege:

“Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.”

— THEVIBRANTMIND

My current situation isn’t my final destination.