It’s one o'clock in the morning and the only thing I know how to do, is fall apart.

-Makenzie Hipple

I think the monster under my bed loved me more than you ever did.

-Makenzie Hipple

You.

You are meant for so much more in this world than crying over a man who doesn’t love you.

-Makenzie Hipple

We’ve all loved someone who never really loved us back.

-Makenzie Hipple

Are you really in love with her? Or are you in love with the idea of being loved?

-Makenzie Hipple

i’m not even a whisper in your thoughts yet you’re the screaming in mine.

if two people love each other there can be no happy ending to it.

Ernest Hemingway

just because someone looks happy

doesn’t mean they are

because even a white rose

has a black shadow.

she’s been through hell and came out, an angel. you didn’t break her, darling. you don’t own that kind of power.

BMM Poetry

he choose the sweetest words to get her heart, and and the most poisonous actions to break it.

hearts can break. yes, hearts can break. sometimes i think it would be better if we died when they did, but we don’t.

Stephen King

maybe that’s it. we eventually go numb ; because you can’t break a heart that’s already broken.

I am so hornmantic

Y Leo todo lo que escribes, escucho todo lo que dices pero no logro entenderte

Despair

She broke my heart

Into a thousand pieces

So let me give you 13 reasons

Why

Ladies and gentlemen it’s time

To say goodbye.

She could see all I’ve been through

And she could see what I had to feel

Inside my heart,

Because you only get scars

Once you’ve healed.

relationships are like glass. sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together….

the pain of being alone is completely out of this world.

Once, just once, I want to feel the love I give. I just want to be loved back.

Glazed Eyes, Empty Hearts

My Mind | 18

I thougt he saved me but instead i just loved the company, the feeling that came through, the feeling i had, the kind of feeling i thought would feel nice. I was wrong. I didn’t feel the hapiness, the love I thought I would feel when I was with him instead I used him for my own purpose. I broke him cause i am broken and unable to love. Again I found myself in this black hole and I don’t know how to get out of this. Again I’m overthinking everything. How do I love again? How do I trust again. I stay up all night telling myself I’m alright but I’m not. There’s this one sentence that keeps spinning in my head. Maybe Life isn’t for everyone. I’m trying so hard not give up but it’s so hard. Living is hard. I fill this emptiness with alcohol drugs and guys who give me the attention but instead of feeling something I’m drowning. Everytime when I think I should be happy I sabotage myself…Why? Why am I doing that? I don’t wanna be alone cause my mind scares me. How do I make it stop? How can I shut up these voices in my head that keep teeling me I’m a bad person? Am I? I don’t know…

- a vision of ecstasy

Glazed Eyes, Empty Hearts

My Mind | 17

Hi guys, alot of things changed in my life since the last time i posted something.. I was completely broken. I just couldn’t deal with life anymore. I wandet to die. The person who was most impotant to me in the world had stabbed me in the back. I literally spend the last few weeks/month at home. I didn’t wanted to go out. It was just too much for me to handle. The pain was unbearable and the betrayal was too painful to handle…How could you do this? You know exactly what you’ve done…and you still choose to fuck with my emotion like this. I was done with humanity. I was in so much pain and anger. I lost my mind. It was driven me crazy. I wanted the thoughts to stop but they were getting louder and louder. I wanted to scream from the bottom of my lungs but i couldn’t…You just killed the spark that was keeping me alive.

“I saw the part of you, that only when you’re older you will see too… Well you look like yourself but you’re somebody else, only it ain’t on the surface. Well you talk like yourself but I hear someone else though…You were the better part of every bit of beating heart that I had, whatever I had..I finally sat alone pitch black flesh and bone…”

This song was written for you, you simply broke me and I will never ever forgive you. The sad part is that I will always love you. Loving is hard I get that but this Love almost killed me and for once in my life my thoughts were completely silence and I realized it’s time for me to say goodbye. I had to let you go. This was the sign God was sending me.

I met a guy a few weeks ago. This one guy managed that i can see the light at the end of the tunnel again. He has done things that I could never have imagined with you and that scared the hell out of me. He is the sun on a cloudy day.He is the healer of my pain. He is a god send on my prays. HE saved my life.

HE SAVED ME.

Thank you
- a vision of ecstasy