#just ed shit
1000 jumps done, it’s been 2 weeks since I started this and still water fasting, this is a little bit exhausting because my vision is kinda funny. I also knotted both sides to add more weights on the rope.. This is a weighted jumping rope to begin with its just I want to spice a little bit on the jumping rope game so I knotted both sides and it heavier now. Overall its still worth it because there’s a lot of progress..
No one:
My vision whenever I try to get up:
This is the tricky part of water fasting, when you need to pee then suddenly your vision is messing up with you.
Happy Halloween then??
- I water fasted for more than 15 days now. I tried to lean on the wall because I felt a little sick today and a little dizzy getting up right away. I thimk another 10 days to go before I break my fast??? Then 7 days rest and back to water fasting again, maybe???
FACT:
NEVER… Yes N-E-V-E-R rely to someone or somebody on the progress that you want to achieve.. Most of the people I know in this community are either Pervert Ana Coach or playing cool ana coach low-key pervert acting like there’s no malice in their system but they are actually after for your body checks while you on the other hand don’t see it in a negative way without even realizing these bastards urge to jerk off..
Mum: What did you have for dinner?
Me: Pasta Alfredo with bread
The Pasta Alfredo with Bread:
(Plain black coffee no sugar as usual. ♀️♀️)
today’s calories : 585
i’m really proud of myself :)
they asked me why i wanted to change my body so bad
i said it’s because i wanted to feel loved and worthy. i just didn’t want to feel like a fucking loser anymore
they stared awkwardly right at me
i started laughing. “i’m just kidding” i said. “i’m just fucking kidding”
today’s calories : 1382
that’s just embarrassing. i’m done with this shit. i’ll eat less than 600 cal tmr and nothing can stop me
oh no, my mom is making pasta for dinner :’)
i wanna kms.
today’s calories : 891
gonna do a 16h fast ‘cause i feel fucking bloated
doing math just to keep my mind away from food :’)
hhhh;;; hey so i logged off for awhile and now inrealize that one of my fav moots (diett-tears / trashcanonfire1) got t’d :((( so if y’all could help me find them thank you so much <3!!
Hey y’all !!!! Here’s the piccrew that was posted by non Ed account, reposting here so we can keep the chain but NOT expose them to edblr!!!!!
https://href.li/?https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197
@trashcanonfire1@0nyx-h0n3y@crowslol@dancing-saturn@theprosandconsofeating@saistara@v-0idness@pills-and-peaches-blog@anon-imity TAG ANYONE ELSE WHO MIGHTVE REBLOGGED/ADDED TOIT !!!! LETS KEEP NON-ED BLOGS SAFE PLS !!!!!
And now, we can continue the chain but within our little community, not exposing anyone else to the horrors of this illness <3
Woo another one !! >:) okay uhh I’m bad at tagging sooo @kaleidoscopic-psychedelic@0nyx-h0n3y@xen-cried@anon-imity:)
ayyy bet bet xd ty for tagging lmao
okayyyyy here we go again— tagging new moots or peeps that i have— if i tag u again sorry lol - feel free to ignore:
the fact that i’m slowly being cured of my thanatophobia confuses me. i’m not sure if i should be happy or even more scared,,
TW!! ed , weight loss
i’m sobbing— i gained 5 lbs like actual weight not just water weight and i was so scared cuz i was fasting and it wouldn’t go down i decided it wasn’t worth it and ate icecream….. that bitch went back down — imma cry i got so worried ;;;; i’m back down to 115 but hopefully i can get to 110 by the end of this month ,,,, i haven’t actually lost in like 5 months >:/
can y’all share some harm reductions tips / posts? please thank you !! <3!
I kinda feel targeted by tiktok now…
God why did you make me fat? Why can’t I be her?
Me: I’m going to do better today and I’m just going to fast.
Also me after the smallest inconvenience: Eats 3 whole meals in 10 minutes and throws it right back up.
God what I’d give to look like this. Please let me lose so real weight.
I hate myself. I could not eat for two days straight and be doing good but then be like, oh let me just eat something small so I don’t pass out then end up in a four day long binge. Like what the hell is wrong with me.
I would kill to be skinny but I’m dying to eat my whole kitchen.
I hate that oversized sweaters just make me look fatter instead of tiny.
I can’t figure out if I want to be a healthy looking skinny or so skinny that people know I’m sick.
Love trying to decide if a monster ultra is even worth the 10 calories