#thinsporation

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Man… I have a male best friend that REALLY always pulls through, even when he’s not around.

I had a horrible dinner with my family, they all were ganging up on me, and then I get a gift from him in the mail? Always perfect timing. I truly am greatful for him

I’m blessed with good friends.

My main trigger is when people get mad at me.

Alls you gotta do it yell at me and next thing you know I’m downing laxatives and purging my guts out. I don’t know why, but I can’t handle anyone being unhappy with me. I can’t handle being fussed at or being disliked, even though, it doesn’t hurt anymore, it’s like my mind just immediately goes to “well, time to throw up” in those moments, even if I’m not sad.

I get confused and irritated, but it doesn’t scare or hurt me anymore. Just, gotta make myself throw up and starve for a few days then I’m a-ok again

allthesecretsihide:

I find pictures of male hands over a skinny stomach so triggering

Also stories of them commenting about their gfs bodies

They harden my resolve

Send them my way if you have any ~

wantskinnie-rosie:

i don’t want : “you’re not fat / normal sized”

i want to hear : “you’re so skinny !!” , “Do you even eat ?!”

I wear a cardigan to work ever day since I started and the one time I took it off my boss literally said “you look bulky without your cardigan” :))) tell me why I wanted to cry right then

thinsporation

OMG I WAS GONE FOR SO LONG BUT I‘M BACK BITCHES ❣️❣️❣️

thinplzxo:

Hi loves

I was with a group chat on tumblr, before it got deleted and me and a few other people had made a discord server because we all struggled with the same things. I’m offering the link to join, there is no proana, just simply there for a way to communicate to each other and not feel alone. Anyone is welcome to join it and we decided to post this on tumblr as a way to reach more people struggling with the same thing. There is about 5 of us girls in there right now, please feel free to join <3 I would love to make new friends.

My old blog to-the-bone-girl has been deleted. Now I’m start a new one. 

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