#skiny waist
12 year old me: imma do the military diet for the fun of it.
*develops a life consuming ED*
you know you’re desperate when your youtube search history contains “subliminals”
having my pictures taken for my new id card is the best and only acceptabe kind of fatspo
i’m not eating ever again
i’m literally willing to die for getting rid of my fat cheeks
i really feel like fixing my mindset today
i’m gonna try only eating when i’m really hungry instead of at times i set up for myself and not obsessing around it but obviously staying in the low cal range
naturally skinny mindset here i come /lol i feel so delusional/
today is my birthday i’m turning 17 cals are on me today
i’m back at 55.8 which is both good and bad at the same time lol
i just want to get myself together again
next week i’m starting a new sport - pole dancing exactly - with my best friend i’m so excited about it
i’m leaving for Florence on friday it’s gonna be great
My semi-inactivity is due to the fact that I am currently planning my YouTube Channel :)
And I’m a fat b/tch so y'know
Btw I’ve finally figured out that my desired fashion style is Alternative so I’m happy to finally figure that out
