#bulmiia

TW bulimia

purging has become so normalized in my life i barely even think twice about doing it and rarely feel guilty after because i’m so used to it :/

I was cutting up an apple today and I noticed a strand of hair fell out…

“where’d you get those shadows on your face?”

song: sleeping season

artist: flower face

i have been eating in a calorie defit lately and i think i’m bloated? i’ve definitely lost weight i see it in my collar bones and legs but my lower belly is bigger than usual. can’t wait till my body gets used to it and it goes away

i’m about to go on anxiety medication in like a week. no idea what the name is yet but does anyone have experience with losing/gaining weight from anxiety based medication??

the way i’d literally be model skinny if i was taller it’s not fair

i’m not scared of ice cream, ice cream is scared of me. if ykyk

some fear foods that I have:

peanut butter (more than 1 tbsp)

cereal (makes me bloat)

dairy milk

donuts

granola

pancakes

white bread

chocolate/coconut keto chunks (SO many cal)

soda

any type fast food (besides chipotle)

oil

butter (in large quantity)

cake

any meat that’s not lean/healthy

orange juice

pizza

sugary energy drinks

syrup

fried shrimp

mozzarella sticks

box mac n cheese

yogurt (low fat greek yogurt safe tho)

coffee creamer

salad dressing

frosting

oreos

i have problems :)))

the scale hit 124 today. just for a second because when i ate it went back up. don’t know how i feel about that

it is the most frustrating thing ever wanting a big booty and also wanting to being very skinny. being both is really difficult because it’s literally two different kinds of diets

my anxiety is eating me alive from the inside out

starting a 16 hour fast wish me luck!

i went from 130 to 124 to 122 in a matter of 3 days. don’t trust the scale yall

i’ve never felt more fat in my life. i’m so disgusted with myself. change needs to happen now

the problem is I purposely listen to certain music to trigger tf outta myself

screw the big ass I need skinny

went down a really bad binge period and I’m going back on track to my goals. It was all the weed smoking I swear

TW Binge/Purge

the feeling after binging then purging then binging again is one of the worse feelings out there

i’m literally INSANE last week i was on a whole gym grid trying to make my booty bigger now this week all i can think about is being thinner

TW bulimia

had a really bad week of binge/purge bc of how much i smoked. i think back to the times when i thinner and i’m am going to get it back

for having an ed i sure do think about food a fucking lot

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Snacks under 100 cals

• 1 peach
• 1 orange
• 1 green apple
• 1 grapefruit
• 1 rice cake
• 1 frozen yogurt bar
• 1 cup of watermelons
• 1 cup of blueberries
• ½ cup raspberries
• 3 cups of plain popcorn
• 10 cherries
• 16 cherry tomatoes
• omelette made with 2 eggwhites