#tw ed stuff
Weighed myself again, its says I’m 116.2
Not sure if it true, but I weighed all round the kitchen n it said the same each time sooo…we’ll see ;)
I think my parents are onto me again, idk. The vibe of the house is strange, particularly my mom
I love how every time I complain/rant abt something it gets “resolved” like the next day♀️
Anyway, I was able to weight myself and surprisingly enough I’m 117.8. So more 118 than 117 but y'know how it is.
I’m getting really annoying back aches, are my bones finally screaming for calcium lol (a genuine question, it’s been a real problem lately)
21 hours into my fast someone gimme words of motivation!
So, I’m almost 48 hours into a fast and I’ve literally lost a pound in a day!!!! I haven’t felt this euphoric in forever!!! Manifesting this feeling for all of you, I know you deserve it
You know you have an ed when you literally dream of eating unsafe foods and wake up almost crying
me? using my ed as a coping mechanism? naaah never
me, 3 minutes later, using my ed as a coping mechanism: ✌️
Swimsuit
I was excited to buy a new swimsuit.
I chose a very cute one, peach colored, bare back, one piece. I haven’t used one in two years.
But when I tried it on, body dysmorphia knocked on the door: knock knock, you look deformed!
I notice every lump, every shape, every imperfection and they horrify me.
At that moment I saw a tear come out of my eyes. I took it off immediately. I told the saleswoman that it didn’t fit and almost ran out of the store.
When will I be able to try on clothes without feeling bad?
Todo se está repitiendo, es como si volviera a mi peor momento
Aveces (siempre) puedo llegar a ser la peor hija
Por qué están difícil bajar de peso pero tan fácil de subirlo ???
Por qué no puedo parar de comer ???? :(
No quiero parar hasta ver el hueco entre mis muslos
Friend asked me (sounding kinda concerned but maybe I’m projecting) if I lost weight & I was just like ‘idk, I don’t own a scale’
And it worked!!!
Czy gdy schudnę 10 kg to schudne też coś z piersi?
Jak schudnąć z piersi, bo psują mi każdy fit i przez to grubo wyglądam
Zenada
KURWAAA XDDDD
MAM NADZIEJE ZE UMRE PO UZYCIU WODY UTLENIONEJ Z 2019 XDDDD
To uczucie gdy czujesz, że twoje rany nie krwawią wystarczająco i robisz to coraz mocniej, aż popadasz w jakiś trans
