#tw ed stuff

chewinggum-cherrycoke:

My ed: you ate WHAT?

Me: I don’t know what you want me to say.

My ed: HOW COULD YOU??

Me:

kpedmat:

Being poor makes having an ed easier and having an ed makes being poor easier

What a beautiful toxic symbiotic relationship

Lmao I looked up ed therapists & their starting fee was $200+ guess I’ll continue to be poor and skinny

Being poor makes having an ed easier and having an ed makes being poor easier

What a beautiful toxic symbiotic relationship

kpedmat:

I still have like over half my calories left for the day but I have no desire to eat I just feel like if I don’t eat it’s gonna be so hard to fast tomorrow

I fast from midnight-noon every day and the last time I didn’t eat at least 1000 calories the next day I ate like 1300 calories and the first three hours of work sucked so much more ugh

On the other hand I’ve kinda plateaued I’ve been at 110.4-110.8 for the past couple of days so maybe it’s time to lower my daily intake blehhhhh

I ate like 1500 cals today this is what happens when I restrict to low

lameeysquint:

skinnyangelll:

Reblog if you’ve had issues with your body from younger than 14 years old.

Just tryin to see something.

From way way before

todays log:

today was kind of a failed restriction day for me :( not a binge but did over eat

7 or 8 buttermilk rusks

soy hot chocolate

2 hotdogs and one vienna

gonna go cry now

todays log:

7:30 pm fish and chips with the rents

it felt like alot but im making the conscious decision to resist the urge to binge

stay safe yall ❤️

i’ve been fasting since sunday and today i woke up 3.8 pounds lighter and i’m really happy about it but i’m going to my dads tomorrow instead of sunday like i usually do so i’m really scared to gain everything back

I wish I could replace my E.D. with another E.D.

petitegirldreams2:

Tumblr be like GET HELP WE KNOW YOUR SUICIDAL

Also tumblr: check out these innocent posts that will instantly trigger your ED

tr4nsplant:

i made an ed starter pack, do u think it’s accurate ?

mecore

my insomnia and laziness is such a power couple

i don’t do anything during the day then i write 2 essays and study for the physics test at 3 am

today went ok i went to training and i also did my regular 40 min -500 cals workout

i did eat fast food with my friends and indeed more than i’d like to admit but as i didn’t eat much otherwise i’ll let that slip ( I let it but my evil braincells are still creating this living hell out of my life bc of those *chiccy nuggies* )

sleep well darlings<3

nov 01

workout: done

studying: not yet

i maintained in october completely but my mindset haven’t been this fucked up like ever

no sweets november

no eating outside the house november

no eating between meals november

working out every day november

actually losing weight november????

my goal for november is getting in the 52 range lol

gotta change layout and do cute accountability posts

edblr please stop making sick people sicker and treat your own ed’s please i know it’s hard but there’s more to life than counting calories i know because i’ve been there and if i can do it i know in my heart you can