#ed stuff
Saw this on my screenshot.. God! This is how worst I am, even nuggets terrifies me a lot.. I was a the point on purging after that.. But end up jogging for 2 hours.
Just got home after I was admitted to a unit…
Damn.. I gained 5kg.
How hard does it for someone to understand that ED is not just plain and simple as * GO… EAT!“ I will solemnly agree if you can heal a cancer patient with one session of chemotherapy!! This is so annoying! I’m so tired of this explanation cycle! God d*mn it!!
My anxiety level is so high at the moment, my mum cooked some fried rice and egg with tomatoes. I gave her the illusion that I will finish my food.. THEN… My ED be like: “ NEVER AGAIN… YOU’LL NEVER GAIN AGAIN… GOT THAT?
1000 jumps done, it’s been 2 weeks since I started this and still water fasting, this is a little bit exhausting because my vision is kinda funny. I also knotted both sides to add more weights on the rope.. This is a weighted jumping rope to begin with its just I want to spice a little bit on the jumping rope game so I knotted both sides and it heavier now. Overall its still worth it because there’s a lot of progress..
No one:
My vision whenever I try to get up:
This is the tricky part of water fasting, when you need to pee then suddenly your vision is messing up with you.
Happy Halloween then??
- I water fasted for more than 15 days now. I tried to lean on the wall because I felt a little sick today and a little dizzy getting up right away. I thimk another 10 days to go before I break my fast??? Then 7 days rest and back to water fasting again, maybe???
FACT:
NEVER… Yes N-E-V-E-R rely to someone or somebody on the progress that you want to achieve.. Most of the people I know in this community are either Pervert Ana Coach or playing cool ana coach low-key pervert acting like there’s no malice in their system but they are actually after for your body checks while you on the other hand don’t see it in a negative way without even realizing these bastards urge to jerk off..
Mum: What did you have for dinner?
Me: Pasta Alfredo with bread
The Pasta Alfredo with Bread:
(Plain black coffee no sugar as usual. ♀️♀️)
the first time you try to induce vomiting to lose weight be like:
I’m so confused crying in my bedroom…tell me, do I deserve to eat or no?
Do you ask your skinny friends about how they eat and they just say “ohh, when I feel myself hungry, it’s obviously”
BITCH NO I KNOW YOU KNOW THE SECRET
Nobody, just me? Okay..
When you accidentally notice your naked body in the mirror
I changed my hair color so now I’m going change my body
Please tell me, that sometimes you feel that your body is your best thinspo
Feeling like your stomach is full and how the food is digested is literally the worst
When someone uses eugenia cooney as a thinspo
Ed community:
Korean thinspo
I failed my recovery. if you want to see how I will torment myself all online stading subscribe
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